Merry christmas!

Merry Christmas!

hm.. feels weird... today didnt realli feel like christmas... i guess as we grow older, we have so much more to do and worry about, we tend to forget or neglect certain things in life... time have been flying past so fast.. i never felt christmas.. and ya.. it has christmas day has just ended like 8 min ago..

so accurately, i should say yesterday was not bad... tot i wouldnt have a christmas party again this year since chrissy had to work.. went to uncle's place.. played badminton with my little cousins.. they are so short that sometimes hitting high is equals to hitting "body shots" to me.. after tt, had a 2hr pool session with my cousins... i played against the pros.. phew... luckily didnt lose too badly since they "fang shui"... lolz... alvin's like how pro.. and serene... o ya.. she slimmed down so much.. mut be stress from NUS... muahaha.. dinner was great.. had beehoon, sambal sotong, chciken wings and sushi!!! yummy yummy!!! o.. and i made chcolate strawberries... think they were nice... i didnt even get a chance to try it myself.. by the time, i was looking for them, they were all gone... :P

granny and 2nd aunt came to play mahong with dad and nainai... i was hoping to play some mahjong.. sad sad... their bets were too high for me.. was bored... so brought the 3 chocolates i made to chrissy... he bought cherries for me!! so sweet! ya both him and the cherries.. hehe *^_^* wont forget counting down to xmas day on 24th with him after work... was so romantic.. played with candles and all... :P

alright.. tata!!!

sob sob...

fuck.. it's a fucking bad day... sorry for swearing so much.. but it sure sucks... just felt that my efforts arent appreciated... and kana bullied just becoz i'm new... sigh... i guess tt's how ur first job experience is like... pple blaming you for wad they themselves or others did wrong... pple blaming you for wad u've done wrong ( which i accept since it's my fault).. having to work 3 pple's work load when you're onli paid a humble $5 per hour... employed to be a waitress but have to cover the cashier's job.... trying to attend to your customers as fast as possible..but u're boss ask u to take ur time and "let the customers wait"... i mean come on.... if u wan to succeed in the food industry, not only ur food must be good.. service is also very important... i mena i can put myself in the customers shoes... if i'm a customer and i gotta wait for like so long just to take my order, i might as well get out of tt fucking place and go to the other restaurants along the street rite? why would i bother to wait... and the food isnt tt nice somemore... stuipd yuen yang onli open for like a month.. i believe for most of the customers, it's thier first visit.. i just feel tt first impression is very impt.. how can you not care about ur customers and make them wait... there's so much mroe to say!! it's a bloody job

come to yuen yang steam boat cum seafood restaurant!

hm.. i'm surprised that pple r interested in the restaurant i'm working in after reading my blog.. lolz... wa... busy man... especially on weekends! almost went crazy yesterday... business was so good that i guess we neglected some of our customers a little.. sorry but we're short handed... too busy!! :P

anyway, thanx "hello"... well, let me give you the details... it's along teck chye road. near upper serangoon shopping centre and kovan centre. hm.. nearest MRT is serangoon MRT station.. just 5 to 10 min walk to Yuen Yang. Or you can take bus no. 153, 80,81,82, 136 to the stop beside paya lebar post office. If you're coming from the other direction, all buses mentioned above except 136 will stop after upper serangoon shopping centre. for 136, you should alight the stop after the shopping centre and the cross roads. ( you will see a stretch of shophouses along teck chye road, before you alight) We have steamboat buffet, adult at $15.80, children at $8.00... we do not charge for children below 6 years old. There are a lot of varieties for you to choose from... crabs, fish, prawns etc... rice is included in the buffet... if you dun like steamboat, we also have alacart (how ever u spell it :P)... not to worry, it is definitely affordable... the dish at lowest price would be our soup of the day at only $2, highest is sashimi at $12... There's no GST or service charge. hehe... ok enough of advertising... so.. hope to see you soon... my frens, drop me a sms when u're coming, i'll book a table for you...

erm.. "hello"... perhaps, you may want to ask for me, xueli or shirley when you come down... :) so... hope to see you soon...

first day at work

wo tired seah...
yesterday was my first day waitressing in yuen yang... in the beginning, i was like so blur.. didnt noe wad to do, didnt noe where to get all the stuff... business wasnt tt good from 6pm tp 7pm... after tt, business picked up... it was pretty fun and satisfying when i managed to persuade some customers in to try our dishes... i treated it like i'm doing charity fun fair in VJC... and well, not a bad day of coz.. just tt i had to stand for straight 5 hours... feet started to hurt after a while.. the two boss lady were very nice pple... carey- boss's daugther too... they knew tt it was my first time waitressing so they tried to teach me and encouraged me to take my time to learn.. o ya.. i have to wear this ugly grey t shirt... yuck yuck... grey shirt with red printings... *puke

gonna go for training in esplanade provision shop later... better try to find out the name of it.. haha i dun even noe wad it is called..

softball chalet with my dear juniors

hey... had lots of fun on mon... softball chalet was cool.. for like the first time, i didnt have to prepare anything or cook in a chalet bbq... wo.. tt's realli relaxing man... even though i couldnt realli bite since i just got my braces, i did enjoy eating... o.. the chicken fillet was surprsingly soft and tender!! it's like rendang chicken burger's fillet... i love tt man.. and crab stick.. haha... coz it's so soft... jan's blood vessel in her mouth burst... so she had problems eating too... think we both felt as bad... but it was nice... with all our juniors except ber and jiuyu... hm... the chalet was pretty ulu coz it's in sentosa... there's practically no one at nite... the walk to 7 eleven was kinda far... having to walk past those deserted old houses made it seem further.. haha.. cheryl was screaming and scaring herself and the rest... hm... i think i would wanna go back to sentosa for some fun one of these days again... beach volley ball and captain ball was fun and tiring... even though we were picking ball most of the time when we played volleyball, it was pretty cool.. i would wanan realli learn how to play it one of these days... overall, the softball chalet was a success... not like the one i TRIED organising for the seniors last year... it was a total failure with single digits seniors coming... terrible seah...

tue went to celebrate chrissy's bdae... lolz.. brought him to Senses.. crap... he cant appreciate the food.. but ambience was nice... classy place... but of coz the price of the food was "classy" too... den went strolling by singapore river... went to see ther merlion.. was cool... took some photos..

ok... i'm still stuck with the job - waitressing at yuen yang steamboat and seafood restaurant... $5 per hour onli... and not working everyday... wad a sucky job... so unstable... but wad can i say... i still cant find anything better... sigh... anyone wanna come try the food? pretty cheap... let me noe.. i'll book u a table or sth... lolz...

o.. dao and me thinking of going to Orchid Country Club to swim.. anyone wanna join us? there's pool , steambath, sauna and a bowling alley too...

Sentosa.. here i come!!!!

yippee... time seems to fly nowadays even though A levels is over... hm... still cant find a gd job... many are not confirmed.... onli tt yuen yang steam boat restaurant thingy... but i gotta serve in chinese... alamak.. speaking is ok.. but reading and writing... i dun think i can do it well.. especially when the menu is in "fan ti zi"...

o and stupid me played with the fone... messing with the acces codes and stuff... now my sim card is rejected by my phone... got a new one already... but i can onli use it on mon... crap... so pple, if u wanna get me... better call my house... can onli contact me thru my hp from mon onwards... o btw, i'm looking forward to my softball chalet.... cant wait to see my dear juniors and seniors again.. heard tt daph and sz wha will be coming down.. mahjong anyone? get ready to lose money to me.. muahaha....

o i'm worried about sth... i cant bite with my braces on.. just got them yesterday.. it hurts like shit!!! Ouch! touching it feels like getting them bang on some rock or kana punch at my teeth... hurts like hell! er... do sentosa sell porridge? tt's wad i've been eating since yesterday... except for tonite's dinner... had rice softened with soup... tried to eat spring chicken... gotta shred them all to little pieces before i can swallow them... terrible... sometimes i regret getting braces... but i guess it may be good... teher's a high possibility tt i may slim down in a month's time... lolz...

hey yo...

hm... today's 8th dec.. my dad's bdae! hm... i was so busy the entire morning... woke my brother up at around 8am.. took breakfast... den we head straight for the wet market in serangoon central.. hehe... first stop was the vegetable stall.. man... i just realised i've been eating so much and i got no idea wad u call those veg... haha... had to ask the uncle to help us get those stuff according to my shopping list... den we went to buy chicken.. drumstick and wings... stupid aunty cheat my money... sold me the chicken parts at such a high price... anyway, it's pretty fun.. good experience.. i mena i've been to the market.. but with my mum buying the food... not me calling the shots..lolz..

hm.. started cooking at 10am.. haha guess how long i took.. 3 bloody hours!! cooked rendang chicken, xiao bai chai with shitake mushrooms and made these yellow unique dumplings.. hehe... fun fun.. but a lot of hard work.. the preparing part of the rendang chicken and dumpling was pretty tedious... hehe dad liked it.. so i'm happy too... :)

o o! i almost forgot.. i got a job near my place!! yeah!! working as a waitress in a steamboat cum seafood restaurant... interview was pretty easy... hm... but it's more of a part time work.. so anyone got better jobs for me?

I did the most silly thing of my year today... went to the library with my card which i ahve already borrowed 4 books with... spent like an hour there searching for SAT books and cook books.. and guess wad... I COULDNT BORROW THEM!!! argh... wad the hell.. over loan quota?!!! damn u!!! stupid!! stupid!! now i have to go like may be tml to get it again!! hopefully, i'll remember to bring someone else's card...

o ya frens frens... i havent connected to the rite part of the world ever since i left for korea and cruise... i read some of my pals' blog just now... wondering wad u pple have been doing? i dun realli noe wad to do... onli planned to go for NUS's faculty talks and start mugging for SAT...

o ya... i'm still looking for jobs.. lobang lobang, anyone got lobang?! haiz... keith got a job in a pet farm.. just herad tt he quit! MY GOD... why would anyone do tt!? being able to work around the dogs and get paid?!! he must be crazy! sigh... havent seen him for a long long time... onli sms like once in a blue moon... mostly for my "job queries"... chrissy got a job too! wth! i dun mind doing data entry for a month now... since i'll be wearing braces from the 10th onwrads... need time to get used to it first.... just read chong's blog too... not fair!! she got a job too!! i also wan!

o crap... still cant get into msn... wad's the deal man? hm... i just came back from cruise actually... finally, have time to blog... hm... let's start reflecting back about my trip to korea...

well, spent the first nite on the plane... tt was 28th dec... i wonder... should i call the travel agency a cheat or wad? the nite one the plane is counted as one of the 5 days of my trip.. crap... now it makes the holiday a bit too expensive... hm... i had a hard time trying to sleep on the plane... we travelled for like 6 hours? sit till my butt ache... it wasnt SIA.. tt's y... SIA is the best seah... e korean airplane i took has nth! no video games to play, no choice of movies to watch.. yuck yuck! but the air stewardess were surprisingly pretty... 2nd to SIA's... i wouldnt want to mention the rest tt i've been onto...

let's see... made little notes about my trip... hm... alright... We reached Ichoen Airport at around 7 plus if i didnt recall wrongly.. After clearing customs, I ran out of the airport to have a feel of how cold it is with only a thin long sleeves top on... It didnt feel as cold as I thought it would. We were welcomed by a local tour guide and a part-time photographer. I have to say the tour guide was good... He's the boss himself... business was so good that he had to stand in himself... Later in the trip, I actually learnt that the young photographer was a baseballer.. too bad we weren't able to communicate well since he couldnt speak English and i couldn't speak the Korean language.

Alright.. our first trip was to Everland. It's a gigantic park owned by LG. didnt't realise that LG is that rich. It has theme parks, a safari zoo, boat rides, big beauitful gardens, etc. Our first stop was the safari zoo. in there, animals were allowed to move around in the park specially made to look like their natural habitats... it was ironical because the animals were taught to do little tricks like shaking hands and all.. it's not all that "natural" after all..

den, we took the sky scraper... it's kinda scary if there weren't nets just right below us. it's like this metal seats long enough for 4 pple to sit on, which are hooked on these thick cables... there weren't any other forms of protection except this movable metal bar in front of u, preventing u from falling forward. the sky scraper took us to another part of the park... it's where we took this so called boat ride. our "boat" was circular, made up of 5 parts of a pie, joined up in the middle. i knew we were going to get wet when we saw pple coming back with their heads and clothes all wet. lucky me.. i onli got my legs wet... O, i took the Suspended roller coaster with my brother, stanley... tot it's the most trilling ride in the park. but we were wrong... it onli turned like 90 degrees, mostly left and right... i give it 2 out of 5 stars.. i've taken better ones...

Hm.. den comes lunch... yummy yum yum... We were served with the best pork I've ever eaten in my life... so delicious... barbecued pork... not oily... and kinda healthy considering that we were taught to wrap the piece of pork in a piece of lettuce and applying this special red sauce before sending them into our mouth...

After lunch, we went to Carribean Bay. The outdoor park was closed since it was early winter. The indoor one was fun. Singapore should have sth like this.. there were lsides and blackholes like those we used to have in Sentosa's Fantasy Island... There was this jetty jump thingy.. way too cool... o and wave pool... o ya.. and i tried swimming out in the cold. think the temperature out there was around ice point.. haha i have to admit tt it was pretty cold.. but as long as you dun come out from the pool, it's ok.. after all tt tiring running and fooling around, we head to the spa and sauna section. I was amused by the no. of spas they have. I tried the Apple, Lemon and Jade one... nice... water was realli hot... the hottest one was the Jade one... at 40 plus degrees celsius. i was red like bbq pork when i came out.. lol.. it was probably too relaxing coz by the time, i was out, my legs were pretty wobbly.. eye lids felt heavy... felt sleepy.. haha...

Then the highlight of my entire trip sort of alerted me.. it happened in the toilet.. i was walking into the bathing section when i saw a woman and her daughter standing in front of two long mirrors naked! the woman was drying and combing her daughter's hair as if no one was looking. i was so astonished.. probabaly have blushed when i walked past them, trying to keep my eyes straight in front.. later, i found out that it's a norm in korea. but of coz, i didnt follow... i was too shy to expose myself... had a hard time changing in my own cubicle... since all the koreans do that, the cubicles onli have metal shelves big enought for u to put ur shampoo bottles.

The next day, we went for snow skiing.. it's great! think it;s pretty easy to learn the basics... skiing downhill was easy... the higher i went, the faster i came down... u could feel the cold air pushing u back when u're skiing down the slope.. the sucky thing is that u have to climb all the way up. tt's the tiring part... after skiing for a few hours, i was too tired and reluctant to move myself up tt slope again...

the later part of the trip was more of sightseeing and shopping... if u wanna go for a shopping spree, i suggest u go to other countires like HK and Thailand.. korea is not the place. things there are so much more expensive... o ya... the tour guide told us that onli the rich could afford having beef during winter. pork cost 4000 won. beef cost 100 times mroe if i'm not wrong. hence, we had nth els but pork for the rest of our trip. so now.. ya.. i'm sick of pork.. miss all the fish and chicken... the onli time i had chicken was our feast in the gingseng chicken soup restaurant. wo.. tt was nice... had this gingseng chicken stew... one whole chicken just for me.. yummy..

I came back on 2nd dec. it was pretty late.. 11pm or later... had to sleep early since i hd debtak appointment on the next morning.. so ya... extracted my other 2 teeth.. so now i have 4 holes! trying not to show my teeth like usual when i smile... realli tough for me... but i think i look ok.. not as bad as i tot... haha so means i can still go out... lol.. cruise wasnt as bad as i tot too... went to the casino for the first time... won $350 the first time i placed my bet... yippee... so cool..

now tt i'm back in sinagpore, it's time to study for SAT and look for job... anyone got lobang? i realli realli wanna work ina pet shop!!!! keith gotten a job there! i'm so jealous!!!

frens? any party? come jio me?

aloha! hehe... As is finally over.. i'm so happy... hm... actually it was over on fri... yup... hm... let's recall...

fri... went to watch shutter with chrissy... den went to chomp chomp and had a yummy yum yum dinner! muahaha... yeah.. it was a lovely day... nth else could be better... felt like all that stress is lifted from my sore shoulders... yuppy! onli reached home like at ten? haha and mummy want angry at all.. tt's good.. guess she understood... yup... o i miss chrissy...

hm... and yesterday... i extracted 2 teeth in NDC... Ouch! It was god damn painful! i had four injections. 2 up 2 down. canu believe it?! the dentist used some plier-look-alike equipment to pull out my teeth.. alamak... i could have fainted if he didnt do them fast enuff... the pressure exerted on my teeth was so damn strong... so scary tt i almost made myself believe tt it was painful when i was already had 4 injections... my eyes grew so big when i saw my poor teeth kana plucked out! think the whole thing onli lasted for like 5 min. thank god!

hm... and for today.. spent most of my time cleaning up my study table and cupboards... threw lots of notes and tutorials away... packed up the past year papers and tys which my dear juniors might wan... now my table looks so clean and neat... i feel nth else but a sense of satisfaction! cant believe i did so much today! ha! o ya my dear juniors... let me noe if u wan them... have past year papers... redspot tys for maths and phy... o ya can wans the maths stuff.. so hehe..


o ya.. i'll be off to korea tml nite... lol... looking forward to snow skiing and roller coaster rides! yeah!!! o ya the sad things is tt i have difficulties eating rite now since i'm bo-gey... cant enjoy the food there as much as i probably could have. hm... wont be back till 2nd dec! will be updating u in 5 days time... hehe...

yo ho! i changed my blog skin!!! nice nice? oo la la.. so cool...!!! lol...

yipee! last impt paper done! yeah yeah... tml last paper.. hurray!!! hopefully my pimples will all be gone after my holiday in korea... lol... wad a relief... but to be honest, i tot physics of fluid was tough... the rest was kinda ok... at least wad i studied came out.. so.. hehe... o ya.. thanx yanying..for tt sms... if it's not tt sms, i wouldnt know that phy paper 3 is today! alamak... sotong me... i tot it's on thu and fri! haha... ya... wasnt very prepared for tha paper.. but it was alright i guess....
o ya.. good news.. little bro, stessen got his PSLE results... hm... considering tt he doesnt study at all, he has done pretty well... but weird eh? 3 As and a C but onli 202? haha.. but it's gd enuff... my parents are quite happy... they just went out to celebrate... well as for me, i hope i can also get my 3As and a pass in GP for my A levels.. despite all the shopping, pool and k box sessions i've had this week.. lol...
o ya... i've been practising smiling without showing my teeth! it's freaking tough!!! argh... gotta prepare for the bo-gey times... 2 bloody weeks!! argh... hella... fri have to extract 2 of them already... sob sob... 2 weeks of ugly me! o man.. how am i gonna find a job like tt? thank god i'll be in korea for 5 days and cruise for another 3 days... haha disappear from the streets of singapore for a while... u cant see me with my bo gey smile!!! :x
or may be i should just be proud of them... take lots of pic if my bo-gey smile.. lol... i realli dunno... comments anyone?

bore bored... *yawnz... o man.... studying sux... i'm so sick of physics... feel like slacking.. atcually have been slacking a lot... very guilty about it now actually.. haha... but o well... i'm so out of my exam mode... cant wait to go snow skiing in korea! yippee!!!
hm... after As, i'll change my blog skin... this is beautiful..but it seems a bit too small to read huh? :P

dead dead.... phy paper 2 was freaking dead.... ahh... couldnt do the entire data analysis qn!! sigh... i'm no more confident about getting my 3 As.. hopefully my batch dun do so well... haha... den may be i can get my A.. hehe.. evil tot... well... no choice...
hm... just had chem1... not very gd either... it was like half the time, i'm unsure of my answers... sigh... well, so far so gd.. at least i onli found out tt i got one wrong.. hehe... but.. seriously... i hope i do ok... I WAN MY A! hm... let's work our butts for phy3... realli gotta do well for tt if i wan my A...
hm... was walking around in parkway for awhile today... so tempted to get tt new product Tummi Trim.. i wonder if it works... need to get rid of the fats at the sides of my waist if i ever wan to wear a bikini to the beach... o sigh.. but my thighs... yuck yuck... all thanks to softball.. now they're so muscular... and u noe.. muscles are harder to get rid of than fats! ARGH....
i dunno wad else to say... feel very insecure about my As... not as ez as i tot... sigh sigh..

bloggie bloggie... havent blogged for some time? er... or may be not... i'm so sick of studying.. but at the same time, i'm so worried about my physics... it's neither here nor there... tys qn arent tt easy... i'm so worried... argh... let's do more tys... do as much as possible...
i cant get into msn messenger for soem reason... sux... havent tok to my frens onlien for some time... so boring.. my life is so routine now... nth else but study.... i get so jealous when i read my junior's blog.. all having fun... playing softball and going to chalets... ahhhh!!!!!!!!!

Broken hearts
Broken dreams
There just somethings that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

So you gave all you had
How the story turned so sad
Nothing left but the tears in you eyes
You die inside cus

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you will never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love


So dry your eyes
Its just your turn to learn
The time to find that nothing
Nothing

(Instrumental)

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you will never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

o crap... got dc just now.. typed so much rubbish and it's all gone now... argh.. may be it's telling me tt i shouldnt be posting all tt up... ya.. cursed too much... any way.. pals... yes... my blog is very personal... i'm more like talking to myself when i write my blog... so pls dun be offended by wad i post k... they are probably tots that just cross my mind.. sometimes when i'm so overwhelmed.. i'll just write wadever tt comes to my mind.. i may not mean wad i have said... anyway.. wanna thank all my frens who goe to noe all that have happened, be it from this blog or thru pple... thanks for consoling me.. i'm glad that i have gd frens like u.... :)

ya.. so how bad can my life be huh? when i have frens like tt.... ya well, as expected... i'm still not back to myself yet... still get sad and all. but i'm trying hard to keep myself busy... revise my work... go out with frens... just never idle alone.. becoz i'll start to think of him.. tears will start to roll.... i'll soon flood the place.... sigh...

guess wad.. i went to watch Sky Captain after yesterday's chem paper... it's one of the worst movies i have ever watched... it's realli stupid... typical superhero movie... gosh... better not catch it pals! anyway, the surprising event was that i got 4 missed calls from him... wo.. realli... i never expected it... so i returned his call and guess wad... he started asking me about my whereabouts... who i was with and bla bla... i'm like WTF... we're not related anymore! why didnt u show more concern and love when we were together? now tt u have lost me, u're regreting? it's too late my pal... i'm so god damn pissed and hurt when ur words cut into my heart tt nite... " there's no point in commiting.." bla bla... shouldnt u let me noe about this earlier so that i wont have to go thru tt shit?! argh.. or r u too free? nth better to do so u call me for fun la? rite? as usual, when u're bored u'll ask for my company... when u're busy, u'll just throw me to a corner rite?! wad a bastard... i'm not gonna give u another chance to treat me like dirt... no no no way....

argh.. enuff of complaining.. sorry i cursed too much.... i just think tt i'm treated so unfairly... wad is this man...

fuck... i broke up again! had enuff of those crap from tt bastard... i dunno if i should be complaining in this blog... but it;s late and... there isnt realli anyone i can complain to.. well, except my dear didi la.. irvin.. proud to have a didi like him man... hm... and wei xian... :)

hm.. tell me.... if u cant commit urself into the relationship, y do u wanna keep me by ur side? isnt it fucking selfish?! fuck man.... i did so much for tt bastard.. and get nth out of it.. ya true.. tt's wad love is about... ah.... wadever la.... i dun care.... gonna mug.., put all my energy into revision.... funny.. i dun feel like complaing anymore... just repeating all those sad words from him.... all those words that tore my heart apart... i so need a shoulder to cry on now...

hi ya! i feel sooo guilty after two days of slacking! oh my... havent mug for two days! which means i'll be completing two lesser papers.... tml gotta start bucking up again....

ok.... well, let's start reflecting about yesterday... yesterday, 15th oct... it was our farewell day... had lots of funny and entertaining performances for the first one hour plus in school... it was great.. sort of healed my wound for a while... i was so upset becoz of the way keith's been neglecting me... den.. we went for our special CT session... guess wad... Ms Rajan actually wrote us each a card and bought the gals each a pendant from Perlinin Silver! it must have cost her a bomb! den we started tecaking lots of pictures.. o ya... i've uploaded them... just in case, some of u wants a copy of them or wanna see them, i've added the link in my blog.. check out the "Pics" section... o ya.. candice... our pic in open house is on the last 4 slides of the VJC softball album...
Hm... O! and i never expected the juniors to be so nice... must be the gals' idea.. muahaha... tehy bought lots of snacks and goodies for us to munch on.. o man.. thinking of it.. makes me feel so guilty.. should be on a diet... i ended up drink packets of soft drinks and ate a chocolate cone icecream! muahaha! yum yum... :P~

k.. den this morning... went to our school's open house... i was surprised to see the big crowd... much more crowded than last year.. and ya.. bong reminded me that VJ have started our integrated programme.. no wonder there were kiddies with their parents... time realli flew when i was stoning with my juniors..... haha... played a little softball today.. yeah...so happy.. i miss softball so much... threw a bit with bong.. my oh my.. i lost touch... when i start using a bit mroe strength, the ball went everywhere... sorry bong... made u catch lots of once bounce perhaps... and made ms lady bird jump a lot too.. hehe :P u noe wad.. i realli think i've gained much self- confidence over the years... talk to this guy in the softball booth today.. i like just talk to him like tt.... like out of no where.. haha... dun think i'll be able to do if it was a few years back... o and smiling realli helps... when i was just about to leave, accidentally stepped on this yandao's foot.. muahaha... so paiseh... didnt even dare to turn back.. just apologised... but i bet his younger than me.. so who cares.. muahaha... no his fren is more of my type... :P

den met up with xinglong in Taka.. and yes... i ate a lot again.. Seoul Garden! wad do u think?! and it's freaking expensive! for some reason, i'm realli very comfortable around my this buddy... and he smiled a lot today.... i caught him smiling quite a lot of times today... weird... tot he onli know how to niao me all the time.. gotta admit that he has a cute smile.... haha... it's constagious... hm.. it's probably his super highly skilled "niaoing" skills which made us bond so well... and also y i never feel bored with him around.... it's interesting.. becoz i always have to think of some ways to fight back.. but i always lose out in our verbal battle of coz... ya tt's wad keeps us going...

and yes, lastly, Keith... this jack ass... i realli dunno wad to say... just love and hate him so much... i realli felt like giving up hope on this relationship... it's like i have someone by name.. but he's never there for me... he always tells me that he'll call me back.. but he never fulfills his promises... NEVER.... he's so bo chup... how can u not call someone u love and therfore will miss for 5 bloody days?! he says he's tired... he's always tired.. every sat he'll get "sick" dne at noon or nite, he'll be healthy enough to go out with his frens for some reasons... ahh.. i dunno wad to say... perhaps he's realli tired when i'm looking for him... tt's wad i've been telling myself... to make myself feel better.... i'm a leo u see.... when i lose trust, i withdraw my feelings from the relationship.... i dun jump into something i'm not sure of.... it's sad... when u have to retreat like this... hopefully, after this week, when he's not as busy as last week, he'll start to realise tt he have neglected me a lot... and willing to take intiative to spend some quality time with me... i told myself not to give in so much anymore... told myself to be less dependent on him.. told myself that it's alright to be alone.... and if he doesnt look for u, den fine... dun have to look for him... if he doesnt care, he doesnt miss u... why should u?