lazy....

I am getting bored...
or more like lazy....
dun feel like gg out..
dun feel like doing anything..

sch;s gg to start...
so sian...
gotta mug hard again..
may be i shud just settle with 2nd lower..
may be i shud start looking outside..
n see wad else i can try...

now i am kinda hoping tt we'll move house soon..
so mummy cud buy a falt in the west n i dun have to spend so much time travelling next sem..
it's a 5 day week.. with 6 core.. so xiong..
may be i can start giving tuition at weijin's tuition centre and start supporting myself..
lighten off the financial burden off my mum..
it's realli tough to maintain a 4.5 cap for 4 sems..
havent reach there.. how can i dream of keeping it for the next 4 sems..

do i wanna work as a chem engineer?
not sure..
wad do i wanna work as?
clueless...
i onli noe i wanna take care of the puppies n dogs as a career in future even if it doesnt pay as well as a chem engineer..
now to think of it, i kinda regretted being sensible then..
if not i might be pursuing my dream in US Washington Uni.
and i'll be back in 3 years time to be a vetinary surgeon.
didnt noe tt i wud still be thinking about it now..
didnt noe tt i realli wanted it so much then..
my parents were encouraging..
it was me.. who couldnt be any less insensible..
they cud afford it..
but i just dun wan them to have such a tight pocket..
it seems so selfish..
it was of coz scary too..
for an over-protected 18 year old to go overseas alone like tt..
now i am still thinking...

just thinking...