"Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me...
When will my relfections show.. who I am inside..."
For the past few weeks, I've been doing some soul searching..
trying to plan ahead... trying to have a feel of wad i might want to work as in future...
not sure if it's becoz i've finally hit 21~!
so old yet so young...
feeling a lil lost, a lil panicky and may be panaroid...
may be becoz some of my peers seem so motivated..
so sure of where they wan to go towards to...
i'm still a lil girl.. trapped in my own world of mere sch, family and bf..
sounds kiddish and too simple to be true.. compared to the reality tt i have to face in about 2 years time..
i am gg to grad.. time to polish myself..
time to learn sth.. n very importantly search for who i wan to become..
i mean career wise...
may be i shud talk to the career office pple.. wonder if they can realli help..
i went to the bp talk just yesterday..
trading actually sounds pretty interesting..
it's exciting although the simulation game was a total disaster for our grp..
but i am not a biz person..
so.. neah.... prob not my cup of tea..
been having lots of flash backs of my 1st 2 years in nus..
made a lot of frens.. or may be jus aquaintances..
had a lot of fun..
cried a lot..
made a lot of silly mistakes.. some very bad ones..
which prob led me to the best decision i have made so far in my 2 years of nus campus life..
tt's getting to noe my dearest mark..
n to be able to go thru so much ups n downs which made us mature so much together...
it's kinda unexpected tt we ended up together..
i guess no one saw it coming..
for all the times u stood by me when i needed you..
for all the times u were my voice when i couldnt speak..
for all the times u lifted me up when i was down..
for all the times u were my eyes when i couldnt see..
i thank you with all my heart..
n i want it to stay with you for as long as it can be..
