Still holding on...

wow.. it has been ages since i blogged.. pple prob stop reading it..
muahaha..
sorry... been busy.. losing the habit of blogging...
after 4 weeks, i finally have some time to slack..
well not exactly actually.. coz i still have several readings to read..
but.. :P

a lot has happened since my last post..
had a great internship.. love the company, love the boss...
but cant say much here i suppose?

bebe is sick... skin problems for the past 1 mth plus..
i am really worried and upset...
getting frustrating and feeling helpless because there isnt really any significant improvements because he keeps getting relapse..
let's hope the change of diet will help...
for the past 1 mths plus, i think mark n i have spent a total of 500-600 bcusk on his medical bills..
is it worth it? some ask.. now i am starting to ask myself too...
to fork out so much money, without any income... to spend so much time and effort trying to improve his living environment, his health.. sigh...
but i love him.. i love him becoz he is bebe.. i love him becoz he is my dog.. n i love him becoz he's my 21st birthday present from mark..
my mum has been very unreasonable and uncompromising..
doing all sorts of sly things to force us to give him away..
it;s terrible..
i cant imagine she's such a person..
realli disappointed.. i guess i am not part of her family..
becoz this is no way a family member should be treated..

i MUST hold on.. for at least 1 more year...
soon, i hope.. bebe will have a better place to stay...
in my own house.. :)

please recover soon, my dearest son..