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Thursday, March 31, 2005
Monday, March 28, 2005
Last nite was so fucked up~!
first, it started with my mum asking for my user id n pin no for ibanking. she wans to check my account or sth so tt she can pass me my posb card finally... i had troubles getting in becoz somehow it doesnt tally with the user id n pin no i got from the letters i've recieved from DBS.. she was so furious and kept pressing me for them.. but i realli didnt noe.. i couldnt rememeber wad i did... y it would be like tt.. n she tried it herself.. failing, she stormed out of the computer room. i den tried to log in again because i was puzzled myself.. after a few tries, i realised that i've changed my user id.. sigh... how forgetful can i be? being relieved, i rushed up to my mum's room to tell her. guess wad she ignored me.. i tot she was sleeping.. and later found out tt she wasnt... she ignored me! u noe y? it's the most stupid misunderstanding i've ever known of. she thinks tt i purposely didnt wan to log in in front of her. she thinks tt i wan to hide them from her. i mean like for wad seah?! n she started making a big fuss about it. i tried to explain but she refuse to calm herself down n listen to me. she complains tt i never tied to tok to her. but look! she doesnt even wan to accept my explaination. if she dun bother to listen to wad i say, would it help if i say anything at all? look at who's the one complaining now?
she started brining up things happened when i was young.. from the time i was three... she evr covered about future... wa... tok for hours seah! no stop... n in the end, i was so frustrated becoz she still wotn listen to me, i almost gave up... later, dad came to tok to me n tried to patch things up.. den she came to tok to me again... n we finally ended up peacefully..
i guess we need to communicate more. i need her to noe wad i wan since she has told me wad she expects of me... we're so different. it's hard to come onto common grounds. but at least she knows. she's rite. she cant force me to do anything i dun wan. i'm a gal with a mind of my own. i noe evry weel things tt i wan in life. i set goals for myself in every stage of my life. i dun set long term goals though.. there're more like for the near future.. like max 4 years? i mean wad's the point thinking about 10 years down the road when u can even predict wad's gonna happen tml? by 10 years later, u would have changed in some ways and the goals u set for urself 10 years ago might not have any significance anymore..
sigh.. hopefully things will turn out better than now between me n my mum.. we're like ba1 zi4 bu4 he4 sometimes.. onli when it comes to shopping, we can be like frens... lolz.. ok enuff of complaints for tonite... may tml be a better day...
o ya.. dear never call me tonite.. sob sob...
she started brining up things happened when i was young.. from the time i was three... she evr covered about future... wa... tok for hours seah! no stop... n in the end, i was so frustrated becoz she still wotn listen to me, i almost gave up... later, dad came to tok to me n tried to patch things up.. den she came to tok to me again... n we finally ended up peacefully..
i guess we need to communicate more. i need her to noe wad i wan since she has told me wad she expects of me... we're so different. it's hard to come onto common grounds. but at least she knows. she's rite. she cant force me to do anything i dun wan. i'm a gal with a mind of my own. i noe evry weel things tt i wan in life. i set goals for myself in every stage of my life. i dun set long term goals though.. there're more like for the near future.. like max 4 years? i mean wad's the point thinking about 10 years down the road when u can even predict wad's gonna happen tml? by 10 years later, u would have changed in some ways and the goals u set for urself 10 years ago might not have any significance anymore..
sigh.. hopefully things will turn out better than now between me n my mum.. we're like ba1 zi4 bu4 he4 sometimes.. onli when it comes to shopping, we can be like frens... lolz.. ok enuff of complaints for tonite... may tml be a better day...
o ya.. dear never call me tonite.. sob sob...
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Happy~! Shalala ~!
Happy~! Shalala ~! It's so nice to be happy~! shalala~!
(WARNING: Content below may be to mushy for certain readers. Please avoid or stop reading if you get goosebumps while u read on. lolx. :P)
yeah! last nite my dear dear booked out.. he tried to give me a surprise but failed unfortunately. he told me he was gonna book out on fri.. but actually he booked out on thu nite. he wanted to fetch me from work as a surprise for me but didnt have enuff time to rush down before i leave the shop.. we sort of argued becoz i couldnt meet him as he asked for. i missed him badly n realli wanted to see him immediately.. but granny cooked dinner for me and my mom wanted me to go home straight after work.. so i did... as a guai family gal..
den we arranged to meet late at nite.. when my mom was sound asleep on her bed.. dad probabaly sleeping or wathcing tv, i sneaked out to meet him.. he came at about 11pm... the min i saw him, i ran straight n jumped on him.. hee.. yeah.. feels gd to be in his arms again.. feel so safe and protected...we didnt do much.. just went for a long walk.. walk around my hourse area... as we walked,we chatted a lot.. he was filling me with all his interesting experiences in camp. i'm glad tt he's coping it well. the surprising thing was tt he actually like life in there. he's like so inactive, totally opp of me.. but he said tt except for the PTs, it's actually fun and a very gd experience. later at about 2am, he sent me home.. poor him had to take cab home since there was no more buses to take... cab fare is ex man!
this afternoon, after dim sum lunch with my family, i met him at cine.. we watched Son of the Mask.. hm... as Stanley has commented, it's not very nice.. funny.. but just not great.. we havent watched a movie together for so long.. den we went shopping.. no i was the one shopping.. and he bought me a pretty cute shirt... hee... nice.. thanks dear... guys who can tahan shopping with their gfs are rare these days. hee :P after tt, as i've planned, we went to Glass House to have dinner. it was nice... managed to get a nice dark romantic spot after about 15min of waiting.. we ordered Kola Tonic. added 2 bucks for refills.. gosh i drank until i was about to throw up.. all tt gas in my stomach made me feel sick! it's quite addictive actually... dear paid for dinner too.. i feel bad.. becoz i was the one who wanted to treat him dinner..
we had trouble going home. i didnt want to take mrt home becoz it's onli a 15min ride. i wanted to spent more time with him.. so ya... silly me tot there's still 147 outside PS... there wasnt.. so we had to walk down the road to find the bus stop... we walked for like almost an hour before dear found it... i guess i should listen to him sometimes.. be a bit more submissive? he's right about the roads tt we should take. we sort of quarreled again becoz of all tt walking. n ya... he's the one giving in again.. i tried u noe.. tried to "hong" (wad's the word?) him... but somehow he just didnt get it or didnt realised it... anyway, we managed to make up.. i learnt a lesson again... sth i can try to do to make our relationship a smoother one... learnt tt u dun always have to be the giving commands in order to lead...
it wasnt as bad as i expected... these past few weeks have strengthened our bonding. we both know it's tough for each other so we both try to give in and avoid any unhappy disagreements tt may arise. i noticed tt we now put one another first before oursleves. it's a gd sign. it's love. dear constantly said tt he loved me a lot today. i could feel all his missings for me.. all his stares and gazings into my eyes... i could feel his sadness knowing tt we will ahve to part on sunday n he'll be gone for another week... i could see how touched he was when he recieved the card i made for him and the "love dairy" tt i kept when he was not around me.
i feel so lucky to be in love with this guy. he trests me like his princess. thanks my dear... *muackz
(WARNING: Content below may be to mushy for certain readers. Please avoid or stop reading if you get goosebumps while u read on. lolx. :P)
yeah! last nite my dear dear booked out.. he tried to give me a surprise but failed unfortunately. he told me he was gonna book out on fri.. but actually he booked out on thu nite. he wanted to fetch me from work as a surprise for me but didnt have enuff time to rush down before i leave the shop.. we sort of argued becoz i couldnt meet him as he asked for. i missed him badly n realli wanted to see him immediately.. but granny cooked dinner for me and my mom wanted me to go home straight after work.. so i did... as a guai family gal..
den we arranged to meet late at nite.. when my mom was sound asleep on her bed.. dad probabaly sleeping or wathcing tv, i sneaked out to meet him.. he came at about 11pm... the min i saw him, i ran straight n jumped on him.. hee.. yeah.. feels gd to be in his arms again.. feel so safe and protected...we didnt do much.. just went for a long walk.. walk around my hourse area... as we walked,we chatted a lot.. he was filling me with all his interesting experiences in camp. i'm glad tt he's coping it well. the surprising thing was tt he actually like life in there. he's like so inactive, totally opp of me.. but he said tt except for the PTs, it's actually fun and a very gd experience. later at about 2am, he sent me home.. poor him had to take cab home since there was no more buses to take... cab fare is ex man!
this afternoon, after dim sum lunch with my family, i met him at cine.. we watched Son of the Mask.. hm... as Stanley has commented, it's not very nice.. funny.. but just not great.. we havent watched a movie together for so long.. den we went shopping.. no i was the one shopping.. and he bought me a pretty cute shirt... hee... nice.. thanks dear... guys who can tahan shopping with their gfs are rare these days. hee :P after tt, as i've planned, we went to Glass House to have dinner. it was nice... managed to get a nice dark romantic spot after about 15min of waiting.. we ordered Kola Tonic. added 2 bucks for refills.. gosh i drank until i was about to throw up.. all tt gas in my stomach made me feel sick! it's quite addictive actually... dear paid for dinner too.. i feel bad.. becoz i was the one who wanted to treat him dinner..
we had trouble going home. i didnt want to take mrt home becoz it's onli a 15min ride. i wanted to spent more time with him.. so ya... silly me tot there's still 147 outside PS... there wasnt.. so we had to walk down the road to find the bus stop... we walked for like almost an hour before dear found it... i guess i should listen to him sometimes.. be a bit more submissive? he's right about the roads tt we should take. we sort of quarreled again becoz of all tt walking. n ya... he's the one giving in again.. i tried u noe.. tried to "hong" (wad's the word?) him... but somehow he just didnt get it or didnt realised it... anyway, we managed to make up.. i learnt a lesson again... sth i can try to do to make our relationship a smoother one... learnt tt u dun always have to be the giving commands in order to lead...
it wasnt as bad as i expected... these past few weeks have strengthened our bonding. we both know it's tough for each other so we both try to give in and avoid any unhappy disagreements tt may arise. i noticed tt we now put one another first before oursleves. it's a gd sign. it's love. dear constantly said tt he loved me a lot today. i could feel all his missings for me.. all his stares and gazings into my eyes... i could feel his sadness knowing tt we will ahve to part on sunday n he'll be gone for another week... i could see how touched he was when he recieved the card i made for him and the "love dairy" tt i kept when he was not around me.
i feel so lucky to be in love with this guy. he trests me like his princess. thanks my dear... *muackz
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Happy Anniversary my dear..
sigh... it's our monthly anniversary today... gov brought us aprt.. stupid NS!! well, i onli hate it today.. and proabably every 23rd for the next 2 years. it's so sad tt we cant celebrate this special day together.. we cant even be physically together... sob sob... loneliness in the shop was killing me this evening... the last 2 hours took so long to pass... i couldnt hold on.. i cried.. i cried again... sorry dear.. but i realli miss u a lot.. been keeping myself busy... been trying to pretend tt i can take it... but i realised i couldnt.. it aint tt easy at all.. i broke down.. broke down this evening n cried my heart out... thank god no customer came in... if not so malu... i feel lonely.. plus the missing part... man... felt like going thru some kinda depression... tears just flowed non stop... didnt rememeber how i stopped myself...
anyway, dear called me just now.. thank god... made me feel so much better now.. he's gonna book out on fri... yippee~! cant wait!!! cant wait to see my dear!!! wanna give him thousands of kisses!! *muackz muackz*
anyway, dear called me just now.. thank god... made me feel so much better now.. he's gonna book out on fri... yippee~! cant wait!!! cant wait to see my dear!!! wanna give him thousands of kisses!! *muackz muackz*
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Which gorgeous goddess are you?
The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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which ainime r u?
Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standerds(sp?) to high cuz then
you'll find nobody
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Monday, March 21, 2005
quiz - wad obsolete r u?
You are 'programming in QBASIC'. This programming
language (of which the acronym stands for
'Quick Beginners' All-purpose Symbolic
Instruction Code'), which is so primitive that
it cannot easily be used for any purpose
involving the Internet nor even sound, was
current more than a decade ago.
You are independent, in a good way. When something
which you need cannot be found, you make it
yourself. In writing and in talking with
people, you value clarity and precision; your
friends may not realize how important that is.
When necessary, you are prepared to be a
mediator in conflicts between your friends.
You are very rational, and you think of things
in terms of logic and common sense.
Unfortunately, your emotionally unstable
friends may be put off by your devotion to
logic; they may even accuse you of pedantry and
insensitivity. Your problem is that
programming in QBASIC has been obsolete for a
long time.
What obsolete skill are you?
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language (of which the acronym stands for
'Quick Beginners' All-purpose Symbolic
Instruction Code'), which is so primitive that
it cannot easily be used for any purpose
involving the Internet nor even sound, was
current more than a decade ago.
You are independent, in a good way. When something
which you need cannot be found, you make it
yourself. In writing and in talking with
people, you value clarity and precision; your
friends may not realize how important that is.
When necessary, you are prepared to be a
mediator in conflicts between your friends.
You are very rational, and you think of things
in terms of logic and common sense.
Unfortunately, your emotionally unstable
friends may be put off by your devotion to
logic; they may even accuse you of pedantry and
insensitivity. Your problem is that
programming in QBASIC has been obsolete for a
long time.
What obsolete skill are you?
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i dun wanna work~!
O it sux.. sold a piece today... pathetic piece... i feel bad tt sales is so bad n i wan to quit... boss sounded disappointed... o well, it's gd in a way.. she can find someone who can do sales better than me.. i dun wanna stick my bum around, not reaching sales target n get paid.. feel bad... n it's way too boring.. my brain will be dead soon.. coz it's not used for so long...
gosh i just realised how tanned i have becomed after a day or 2 in SRC! i love my legs now.. they're no more fair!! yipee!! but my face... dear's gonna kill me... haha coz now i look like malay seah... haha anyway, he's gonna be charcoal black so i guess he cant realli argue.. hehe..
started reading Wild Blue today... man... the intro of the characters is freaking boring! succeeded in making me sleep... i almost scared off a customer when i sprung up upon hearing the noise created when she moved the hangers.. lol...
o tok to roger on the fone just now.. how sad.. someone stole the money he was suppose to safe keep.. lock wasn't broken n yet the money is stolen.. sad sad.. in army somemore! y r pple like tt? u wan money, go work ur ass n earn it! poor thing.. he has to fork out the money from his own savings...
o ya chris said he's worrying again.. tt i'll be stolen away.. haha.. made me feel important.. *shhh... wonder wad i can do to make him feel more secure... i sms him quite a lot today.. fone bills gonna go up this mth..
o lately feel tt i somehow need companionship quite a lot... been working in the shop alone for too long! ha actually onli a mth... but.. it sux.. i cant stand being alone.. tokign to roger these few days somehow cheered me up.. thanx brudder~!
gosh i just realised how tanned i have becomed after a day or 2 in SRC! i love my legs now.. they're no more fair!! yipee!! but my face... dear's gonna kill me... haha coz now i look like malay seah... haha anyway, he's gonna be charcoal black so i guess he cant realli argue.. hehe..
started reading Wild Blue today... man... the intro of the characters is freaking boring! succeeded in making me sleep... i almost scared off a customer when i sprung up upon hearing the noise created when she moved the hangers.. lol...
o tok to roger on the fone just now.. how sad.. someone stole the money he was suppose to safe keep.. lock wasn't broken n yet the money is stolen.. sad sad.. in army somemore! y r pple like tt? u wan money, go work ur ass n earn it! poor thing.. he has to fork out the money from his own savings...
o ya chris said he's worrying again.. tt i'll be stolen away.. haha.. made me feel important.. *shhh... wonder wad i can do to make him feel more secure... i sms him quite a lot today.. fone bills gonna go up this mth..
o lately feel tt i somehow need companionship quite a lot... been working in the shop alone for too long! ha actually onli a mth... but.. it sux.. i cant stand being alone.. tokign to roger these few days somehow cheered me up.. thanx brudder~!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
yipee! I played softball today!!! hip hip hurray~!
Man.. i'm tired... slept at 2am this morning.. and yes as expected i woke up late and reached SRC at about 8am.. it's cool.. i love the feeling when i'm in SRC... so many softballers around...so many laughters and screamings... it makes my heart beat almost as fast as if I was playing. I was still pretty sleepy early in the morning..
Helped TKGS to warm up. My tossing is getting from bad to worse. guess they werent very happy with the batting too.. hm... their semis was not bad... they made gd hits, played relatively a gd game... i'm quite inspired to play again... they won happily with a score of 13-0. well, unfortunately, vj lost 4-3 to hcjc... ya our shi dui tou... anyway, it;s a ok match i guess.. meilin caucght a fly at cf. threw to can n can threw home.. wad a nice catch! wad a nice throw! nice OUT!!! hee... so exciting...
At 3.30pm, TK played finals against RGS. Surprisingly RGS has improved a lot. Tt's gd actually coz sg softball standard seems to be dropping lately... it was quite a hard fought match.. 2-1 and we WON~! hee.. but very scary seah... After that game, I made a very important decision. I'm going to quit my job and concentrate in helping coach with the gals.. The government has changed it to a 5 day working days system. It's very hard on coach jo coz she has to squeeze b div, c div n sec1s trainings all in 5 days. I wan TK to win. I just feel that it's my duty to help TK, to help caoch. After all, she has put in so much effort in imparting her softball skills to us. Apart from that, it's a chance for me to get in touch with softball tt i miss a lot and escape the boring working life in tt small boutique. Working there alone drives me nuts! Hee...
O! i threw with daphne today. wasnt quite confident in the beginning.. but WALA! I threw well. it looked fast to me. and daph said it's hard so YEAH~!!!! so encouraging... i wan to train hard eagerly and show myself wad i can realli do...
O yea... watched the last match.. A div boys finals.. ya as usual it's hcjc vs rjc. standard of the pitchers have dropped dramatically. not tt i can actually critisize but REALLY~! i was quite disappointed becoz it almost felt like a one sided game. RJ had wad? 5-6 pitcherS!! leaving HC to erm... 1 or 2? and i was told tt they arent very gd.... compared to kenneth.. sigh... well n may be becoz of tt, there were more hits so in a way it was pretty exciting to watch. For the first time, i hoped HC could win. Becoz RJ is just way too arrogant. When we won champs, we're not even close. Even some of the national team guys agreed... O I watched with Roger.. he's quite a nice guy.. so gentle and yet so tall.. standing at 1.8m.. i feel so short beside him.. o and his hands are so big! mine's like some baby's hands compared to his. the game got boring when HC actually let RJ score 7 runs in one inning. Disappointing. Luckily there's roger.. who kept chatting with me... If not, i might have fallen asleep there. i admit tt i was pretty tired by then...
getting headache now... gotta sleep early tonite.. chao~!
I've got so much to say.. but i dunno how to really describe my feelings and spilll all i wan to say out... hm.. o well...
Helped TKGS to warm up. My tossing is getting from bad to worse. guess they werent very happy with the batting too.. hm... their semis was not bad... they made gd hits, played relatively a gd game... i'm quite inspired to play again... they won happily with a score of 13-0. well, unfortunately, vj lost 4-3 to hcjc... ya our shi dui tou... anyway, it;s a ok match i guess.. meilin caucght a fly at cf. threw to can n can threw home.. wad a nice catch! wad a nice throw! nice OUT!!! hee... so exciting...
At 3.30pm, TK played finals against RGS. Surprisingly RGS has improved a lot. Tt's gd actually coz sg softball standard seems to be dropping lately... it was quite a hard fought match.. 2-1 and we WON~! hee.. but very scary seah... After that game, I made a very important decision. I'm going to quit my job and concentrate in helping coach with the gals.. The government has changed it to a 5 day working days system. It's very hard on coach jo coz she has to squeeze b div, c div n sec1s trainings all in 5 days. I wan TK to win. I just feel that it's my duty to help TK, to help caoch. After all, she has put in so much effort in imparting her softball skills to us. Apart from that, it's a chance for me to get in touch with softball tt i miss a lot and escape the boring working life in tt small boutique. Working there alone drives me nuts! Hee...
O! i threw with daphne today. wasnt quite confident in the beginning.. but WALA! I threw well. it looked fast to me. and daph said it's hard so YEAH~!!!! so encouraging... i wan to train hard eagerly and show myself wad i can realli do...
O yea... watched the last match.. A div boys finals.. ya as usual it's hcjc vs rjc. standard of the pitchers have dropped dramatically. not tt i can actually critisize but REALLY~! i was quite disappointed becoz it almost felt like a one sided game. RJ had wad? 5-6 pitcherS!! leaving HC to erm... 1 or 2? and i was told tt they arent very gd.... compared to kenneth.. sigh... well n may be becoz of tt, there were more hits so in a way it was pretty exciting to watch. For the first time, i hoped HC could win. Becoz RJ is just way too arrogant. When we won champs, we're not even close. Even some of the national team guys agreed... O I watched with Roger.. he's quite a nice guy.. so gentle and yet so tall.. standing at 1.8m.. i feel so short beside him.. o and his hands are so big! mine's like some baby's hands compared to his. the game got boring when HC actually let RJ score 7 runs in one inning. Disappointing. Luckily there's roger.. who kept chatting with me... If not, i might have fallen asleep there. i admit tt i was pretty tired by then...
getting headache now... gotta sleep early tonite.. chao~!
I've got so much to say.. but i dunno how to really describe my feelings and spilll all i wan to say out... hm.. o well...
Friday, March 18, 2005
yeah.. i fianlly change my blgoskin! got sick of the pink even tought it realli shows ME~! and this skin.. realli close to my herat... hope when chris comes back, i can show him.. i was searching for some new skins for the last few days... came about quite many nice ones.. saved some in my mail box so i can use them in future... i chose this becoz it's simple... n ya close to my heart... the kinda feeling when u miss someone is just undescribable... hee... chris called me this evening.. ya.. wad a surprise again.. becoz ealier on he told me tt his hp batt flat, wont be able to call me for a few days.. but thank god tt his mum gave him a $20 fone card when he went in.. so wa la~! he used public in the camp to call me.. yeah~!!! so nice of him... we talked for about 3 min 25 sec according to the fone in my shop... yup.. short but sweet.. enuff to make my day a happy one..
o ya... finally discussed with my mum about uni applications... gonna choose chem engin... but for nus, med gonna be 1st choice...she managed to convince me to give it a try.. den comes chem engin, chem, arts & social sci n lastly, BA~! haha weird 5th choice though... NTU i think onli can put 2... so it'll be chem engin den acc... has anyone completed their uni application? hm.. any comments before i apply?
next, thinking of job hopping again.. coz it's so damn boring~! anyone got lobang? i wan a 5 day job or man 5 1/2 days? pay 950 n above? let me noe if u do ya?
o ya... finally discussed with my mum about uni applications... gonna choose chem engin... but for nus, med gonna be 1st choice...she managed to convince me to give it a try.. den comes chem engin, chem, arts & social sci n lastly, BA~! haha weird 5th choice though... NTU i think onli can put 2... so it'll be chem engin den acc... has anyone completed their uni application? hm.. any comments before i apply?
next, thinking of job hopping again.. coz it's so damn boring~! anyone got lobang? i wan a 5 day job or man 5 1/2 days? pay 950 n above? let me noe if u do ya?
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Looking at my blog skin again, i suddenly feel that the blog realli suits me. i like the feeling of being able to control my life. i like the feeling of knowing wad i wan in life, have goals, have goals to work towards, work realli hard n achieve them. now i believe i can. after my As especially. time flies. i remembered that i have to go thru quite a lot of trouble to get my butt into vjc. tan seemed to give me the impression tt he looks down on me becoz of my prelim grades. in my first few mths in vjc, i also felt the same way towards ms rajan. i was reported to be not interested n not attentive in class. i remebered getting very angry with her for tt becoz i knew i was innocent. well, my testimonial now shows who i realli am now. i'm happy and surprised wad a good testimonial she has written for me. thanks ya? then, i felt tt pple looked down on me. fortunately, instead of losing my confidence, i swore to myself that i will get my 3As by the end of the 2 years. even since then, i worked hard all the way. it's wasnt a smooth path. had trainings almost 5 to 6 days per week during game season. cant believe tt i could still handle my studies then when i look back. o yeah i did it. great. now i believe tt i can achieve nayhting as long as i work for it. hee..
o dear called me today.. hee.. so happy... he can call me every nite befoer he sleep now.. yeah~! i feel closer to him now den yesterday... it isnt so bad after all... a short 1 min of his voice would make my tears fall like the fountains.. simple words like "i miss ur voice so much" makes me tera, so touched. wad he said was true. if we can get over these 2 years, we'll probably end up as a married couple in future. i already get the hint tt it's not going to be easy. we'll see... i do hope tt tt will happen... *muackz
ok my blog is like in a mess.. i just type wadever i'm saying to myself... it's so disconnected.. haha... chao~! tml got to work!
o dear called me today.. hee.. so happy... he can call me every nite befoer he sleep now.. yeah~! i feel closer to him now den yesterday... it isnt so bad after all... a short 1 min of his voice would make my tears fall like the fountains.. simple words like "i miss ur voice so much" makes me tera, so touched. wad he said was true. if we can get over these 2 years, we'll probably end up as a married couple in future. i already get the hint tt it's not going to be easy. we'll see... i do hope tt tt will happen... *muackz
ok my blog is like in a mess.. i just type wadever i'm saying to myself... it's so disconnected.. haha... chao~! tml got to work!
Friday, March 11, 2005
%@ i love u chris @%
man... reached home at about 1.30am this morning. den chiong back in a taxi to chris house early in the morning. the last few hours before we sent him off to tekong were so precious.. now i realise how much i love him.. he means so much to me.. i cant stop thinkign about him... promised him not to cry when i send him off. so i kept it. but as soon as the bus left. i just burst into tears. have been crying on n off since morning... my eyes n nose are so swollen n red..wad's worse? i'm all alone in my big house. bro went out. parents in bintan. dunno who to call. crap.. can it get any worse?
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Hip Hip Hurray~!
Wow havent blog for soooo long ever since i started working.. much has happened... firstly, i was transferred to the "NEW LINE" branch in Amara Hotel in Tanjong Pagar. I was pretty scared in the beginning. After all, I've only worked with them for like one month plus. Fortunately and unfortunately, there's little crowd... i can actually keep count of the no of customers coming in... hence, sales is bad and it's very difficult to reach the sales target which is already $10,000 less than OUB branch... i get a lot of freedom there... I can listen to wadever radio station i like or play any CD.. i can do wadever i like when there are no customers... hehe... it's kinda boring sometimes.. so gotta keep myself busy... i even started matching clothes and dispaly them on the maniqueen (however u spell it)..
O ya the highlight of this post! All my hardwork has paid off! I GOT MY 3As! My GP grade was a bonus! Not superb but a B4 is much better than a pass that I was hoping for. The period before getting my results was not so nerve-racking for me.. becoz the first thing i did when i reached school was to check for my name on the "3As list".. hehe... :P
My frens did pretty well too.. and I'm happy for them.. hope that they are satisfied with their results.. :) hm... that's about all... hope to see u guys soon~!
o ya.. i still cant decide wad to study.. any ideas? no business related courses please...
O ya the highlight of this post! All my hardwork has paid off! I GOT MY 3As! My GP grade was a bonus! Not superb but a B4 is much better than a pass that I was hoping for. The period before getting my results was not so nerve-racking for me.. becoz the first thing i did when i reached school was to check for my name on the "3As list".. hehe... :P
My frens did pretty well too.. and I'm happy for them.. hope that they are satisfied with their results.. :) hm... that's about all... hope to see u guys soon~!
o ya.. i still cant decide wad to study.. any ideas? no business related courses please...
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