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Oopps... I havent posted for so long....
stuck in the rat race, pushing harder to get to where I want..
somehow I did my maths... it'll take a miracle for tt to happen...
when I look at the numbers on my calculator, it just seems so impossible..
wonder if I should even study hard this sem..
would it matter?

Trying to remind myself with my all-time fav quote I have adopted since my time with softball:
"I can accept failures, but I cannot accept not trying"
Then the devil in my head starts asking...
"Why are you trying so hard when the sums have proven to you that probability of success is 0.0001 or even lower?"
"Is it worth working so hard?"

BOO! Let's get on with this sem...
I am doing my best..
Sometimes the stubborn belief of "my fate lies in my hands"dun seem to be helpful...
guess we still have to leave some to others...
let's see wad fate has for me on 23rd dec...

to slack or to pia.. that is the question...

Still holding on...

wow.. it has been ages since i blogged.. pple prob stop reading it..
muahaha..
sorry... been busy.. losing the habit of blogging...
after 4 weeks, i finally have some time to slack..
well not exactly actually.. coz i still have several readings to read..
but.. :P

a lot has happened since my last post..
had a great internship.. love the company, love the boss...
but cant say much here i suppose?

bebe is sick... skin problems for the past 1 mth plus..
i am really worried and upset...
getting frustrating and feeling helpless because there isnt really any significant improvements because he keeps getting relapse..
let's hope the change of diet will help...
for the past 1 mths plus, i think mark n i have spent a total of 500-600 bcusk on his medical bills..
is it worth it? some ask.. now i am starting to ask myself too...
to fork out so much money, without any income... to spend so much time and effort trying to improve his living environment, his health.. sigh...
but i love him.. i love him becoz he is bebe.. i love him becoz he is my dog.. n i love him becoz he's my 21st birthday present from mark..
my mum has been very unreasonable and uncompromising..
doing all sorts of sly things to force us to give him away..
it;s terrible..
i cant imagine she's such a person..
realli disappointed.. i guess i am not part of her family..
becoz this is no way a family member should be treated..

i MUST hold on.. for at least 1 more year...
soon, i hope.. bebe will have a better place to stay...
in my own house.. :)

please recover soon, my dearest son..

Last 5 weeks of VIP

last few weeks left in my VIP company..
it has been great..
love the culture, love the people..
steep learning curve...
enjoying everything except the need to wake up early every day :P

my plans for my europe backpack grad trip is working..
someone gg to sponsor me $2k lei!!
yippee!!!
must start physco-ing pple to go with me..
france, germany, switzerland, italy, spain.. here i come!!!

a bit sian now... gotta start the rat race again..
i need to have some fun!!!!
shud i go overseas?

in memory of my 15 year old friend...

This is my dearest manling...
she left me and my family today at 1430..








I am not sure if I should feel happy or sad..
happy tt she no longer has to suffer, happy tt she didnt feel sick for too long..
sad tt she will no longer be bumping ard..
sad tt i have lost a friend tt i will remember and miss a lot..

in memory of my fren, i would be making a humble video of her..
hope she's happier in another world...

"thank you very much for all the happy and sad moments..."

Gym day and Prawn Day

Yeah.. my first time in Fitness First yesterday..
The one in Clack Quay really have very nice view... u can see the CBD, Fullerton Hotel and the new Ferris Wheel.. it's great.. i shud bring my Vietnamese friends there next time when they come.




Today we had a gathering. PRAWNING!! Too bad we didnt take any pics..
thanks to a very nice uncle who helped us to catch lotsa fishes..
But he only share some secrets of prawning techniques towards the end..
so may be next time we can try it out again...
he even open a bbq pit for us to cook it!
hahaha..

Thai Cruisine Day

It's mother's day on sunday...
n i cooked a feast for mummy today..
o gosh... it took me the whole day to prepare for one dinner!
so tired! but it's a good experience!
n it turned out quite well...
too bad i forgot to take a pic...
basically there's mango salad, glass noodle crab in claypot, green curry, thai fish otah, poached veg, tom yam soup and lastly, mango glutinous rice for dessert~!
hahahaha... yeah... i can cook n stock up more of my recipes...
but the washing and cleaning was horrendous.. lol...

wouldnt have done all of tt in 4.5h without the help of granny n little bro for running little errands for me.. haha...
may be i shud plan something for father's day too~!

hmmmm my freedom's gg away soon...
but i am quite excited becoz i'm gg to start work in KBR on Monday~!
yeah~!
hmmm dunno how to prepare and wad to expect...
keeping my fingers crossed~!

after so long...

hohohoho...
it's been way too long since i blogged...
this sem is just crazy...
8 projects.. was working on the last one all the way until the end of the term..
but i guess i am well trained to take all sorts of challenge and stress now after 3 years of engineering course in NUS.
I am finally done with 4 modules.. last 2 to go!!

looking forward to great singapore sales..
i have so many things to add on to my want list!!
i deserve a good break!
but before tt.. i shall ace my last 2 papers!!
gambatte!!!

hope to see u pple who were away for IA for so long soon~!!!

taken for granted...
why do pple take things tt come to them for granted?
been giving, been tolerating, been trying to understand, n be there for you..
but why do my words dun mean anything to u?
why after so many warnings and complains, nth change?
so sick of this nonsense..
may be i am not worthy..
it doesnt pay to be nice..
why am i so fan jian?
i quit being nice from today onwards...

V day cards for sale~!!

Valentine's Day cards for sale~!!!

Here are some cards for sale that I got from my lobang... They are a lot cheaper than what you can get from normal shops.. realli nice..

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Personally, my fav card among the pack...

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Really sweet card..

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Looking for sth for ur friend?

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This pinkish one will certainly melt your girl's heart..

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Kungfu Dunk Gala Premiere!

Yeah I went to watch Kungfu dunk with dear on sunday..

really nice...
think jay chou earned a lot of new fans and may be young fans.. especially boys n gals who love bball... cud see the softer side of jay chou..
it's realli funny..
laffed from the start to the end..
but i guess it also depends on who u watch with..
the 2999 other pple i watched with was very onz..
realli enjoyed it.. surprisingly (coz i tot it's gg to be a corny repetition of kungfu soccer)
but thankfully i was WRONG~!
i give 4.5 stars out of 5 if u r looking for a light hearted movie with a gd combi of actions and graphics like me~!
watch out for the guy who picked up jay baby..
realli wasnt expecting "him" to be the one...
watch kungfu dunk to find who he is..

here's the trailer


and game... took me some time to understand how to play it.. :P
http://kungfudunk.scholarfilms.com.tw/

SEM6

Yippee.. sem 6 is gg to start in a couple of days..
i must play hard for the remaining days...
coz sem 6 is gg to be THE SEM...
tt's becoz ms sotong drop eg2401 during CORS bidding accidentally and end up with 5 mods which totals up to only 17mc..
like how little is tt~!
dunno how is it gg to be like.. but i shall do well... very very well...
it'll onli gg UP~!

i have a feeling that 2008 will be a smashing year for me...
it's pay back time~!