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Oopps... I havent posted for so long....
stuck in the rat race, pushing harder to get to where I want..
somehow I did my maths... it'll take a miracle for tt to happen...
when I look at the numbers on my calculator, it just seems so impossible..
wonder if I should even study hard this sem..
would it matter?

Trying to remind myself with my all-time fav quote I have adopted since my time with softball:
"I can accept failures, but I cannot accept not trying"
Then the devil in my head starts asking...
"Why are you trying so hard when the sums have proven to you that probability of success is 0.0001 or even lower?"
"Is it worth working so hard?"

BOO! Let's get on with this sem...
I am doing my best..
Sometimes the stubborn belief of "my fate lies in my hands"dun seem to be helpful...
guess we still have to leave some to others...
let's see wad fate has for me on 23rd dec...

to slack or to pia.. that is the question...