1 down, 1 more to go..

yeah, finished pdc 2nd mid term test... 30% gao dim le!!!
i'm in lib mugging part tech.. sigh.. no life...
reading filtration for the past one hour.. cannot get anything into my brain..
i dun remember anything!!!!
thanks to uddin's cock up.. 1st test onli 15%, 2nd test is 25%...
well, we realli got to thank him...
many of us tot we wud do well, but guess we arent tt good eh...
but now, everyone super kan chiong about part tech.. higher weightage n a chance to redeem ourselves..
the modules in chem eng arent as tough n scary as we have been hearing from our seniors..
it's actually peer pressure... the PEOPLE... or shud i say.. the SIAO KIAs...
i'm sure the other engineers can feel a lil of it..
every mon the year2s will flock the canteen..
no they're not eating.. they wud all be busy trying to solve the assignments due at 12 noon or busy trying to copy from the pros..
every single mark counts...
damn kiasu..
but u cant complain n just let go..
let go a lil bit, n u'll see Mr C saying hi to u after exams..
then u will be stuck forever in the 3rd class league...
spoil mkt!!!

feifei jian fei..

hehehe...
went to jog today..
managed to finish my 30min route without any cramps..
i need to find a new route.. it;s getting boring and mentally discouraging..
i sang the cheers we used to do in tk during training to encourage myself..
it kinda distracted me from the fact tt there's still a long way to go ahead..
here's one of them:

(echo after every line)
whello x6

everywhere we go
people wan to noe
who we are
where we come from
so we tell them
we are from tk!

strong and mighty tk!

blogskins.com template scripts are getting very user-unfriendly..
every line one after another w/o any paragraphing...
it sucks.. i cant chage my skin like tt

SCRAP IT!!!

i am very pissed off lately by someone..
it's so irritating when u keep getting leached by someone who doesnt put in any effort into his own business..
it's even more frustrating when he's so selfish tt he onli thinks for himself, for his own convenience, for his own comfort..
u feel this reserve to treat him as a true sincere fren..
u feel the reserve to share with him..
y help a person who doesnt wan to help himself?

the turn outs of the luna gatherings lately are getting from bad to worse..
it's quite sad tt we're no longer as close as before..
pple start to drift away... to their own cliques..
i happen to stay loyal to this disrupting grp..
i;ve reminding pple of bdaes n organizing bdae celebrations...
pple dun seem to understand tt it isnt as simple as they are..
it's a time for us to bond and gather again despite the diff schedule and commitments we have..
surely, we're just frens.. there's no commitment, no responsibilities like we have for our family and partners to discuss here..
but shud i stop?
prob no one has ever tot of how the organizers feel when the turn out is so low, not if they have done it before..
the usual participants get tired of the low turn out rates.. they feel tt it's meaningless to spare some time from their busy schedule to meet these "frens".. they are discouraged..
so the situation worsened..
everyone find it meaningless..
y am i still doing it..
i ask myself.. even though we're not super bonded, will luna still be able to maintain wad we are right now, if i stopped when i first got discouraged?
cant imagine how things wud be if tt happened..
is it my own wishful thinking tt luna will stay united?
it sure seems so...

when so many pple dun seem to care, shud i stop bothering about such silly things?
shud i let the same mistake happen again?
w/o me, we missed 2 bdae celebrations..
shud i?

taking my 21st bdae party seriously...

haha u must be wondering y i have time to do such silly things now..
mum has been bugging me about my 21st bdae almost everyday..
somehow i am influenced... am i am starting to plan it already..
it's like half a year away... lol..
i made an online poll in zoomerang.. and randomly send out to some of my frens..
10 have taken the survey so far... and here are the results till this min..



sb doesnt wanna have a chalet.. which means.. aranda is prob out since i have to book 2 nights which cause 400 bucks.. n sun, sb will probably be having her 21st bdae party... so no pt having chalet on sunday..
some pple have strong protest againt safra coz it;s super ulu..
hahaha so i am still waiting for replies...


This is the date... well quite obviously sat is the ideal day.. so.. yup... it's fixed!!!!

i am so excited about the coming holiday!!! yippee!!
now who to include in my invite list.....???

study smart since u r not smart

this sem's mid term seems to prove sth...
i am not as smart as my peers...
so i shud study smarter now.. n not just merely mug hard..
thank god raj was lenient.. still got a A, along with at least 1/3 of the cohort for PDC..
kinetics was rather surprising..
haha loren seemed more excited than i am... "u got 9/10!" he shouted when i came into the lab..
i dunno if it's gd.. coz i still feel like i dunno much..
still glad tt i did the paper myself..
sense of achievement i gues..
let's hope my careless mistake wasnt too costly in hmt now..

anyway i checked out with OCC and Aranda..
sigh.. freakin ex!!
$25 per pax for a decent dinner.. it's madness!!
now i am considering, safra, aloha loyang and aranda...
i wan to have a chalet beside the pool if possible..
aranda isnt.. but it's a big place, fully air conditioned..
safra's big too.. but very ulu.. pple will have to take shuttle bus in n out..
not very convenient for pple who dun wanna stay over...
aloha's probably the one tt fits all my criteria best..
but yimin already had hers there.. wud it be boring to have it there again?
n it's not fully air conditioned.. so i dunno...
how how???

end of hell week... yippee~!!

hai... last week was wad all chem engineers called hell week..
we had 3 mid term tests and 3 assignments to hand in..
and the most disturbing thing is tt most of them were due on the same day we have our tests..
cny was totally ruined...
coinciding with the first 2 days of our study break, we had 2 lesser holiday days..
crap.. who could realli enjoy cny with 3 mtt n 3 assignments behind our head?
well, i still tried to enjoy it to the fullest...
not touching any webcasts or tutorials for the first 3 days.. hehehe...
but the rest of the week was hell... all the way till last sat...
we're up against real competition... prob worse than our senior batch...
some spoilers bring homework to parties..
yes.. it's tt bad...
i'm quite satisfied with my prep for most of the 3 tests..
pdc n hmt was easy... but i made careless mistakes.. darn..
quite costly i believe.. when the test is easy...
n i realised tt when chem engineers say "quite ok", they mean "i can get full marks" not a B+ onli..
o gosh... feel tt my efforts a lil wasted.. but sometimes such things happen.. cock ups.. well it always happen to me.. careless me...
my prep for kinetics was the worst... realli felt like i didnt noe much..
surprisingly, the test was not too bad.. prop got a few wrong..
but it didnt feel as bad as last year's mtt tt i attempted..
whu noes.. it might be my best paper so far...

sat was great... went to shop for yimin's present...
went to watch movie with dear.. n we went buffet cum kbox!!
hehehe... we havent met for 1 whole week!!!
everything was great!

sunday, we cleberated yimin;s bdae...
she was very busy the entire day..
getting very kanchiong like those aunties...
dunno wad to wear... n scamppering ard the entire day.. muahaha..
she brought her entire closet to chalet..
i helped her a lil with the food..
think it was not bad.. weijin they all said the beehoon is nice..
haha... learnt quite a bit on the dos n donts in such parties...
will be useful when i have my own in aug...
n pple.. it'll most prob be on 11th or 12th aug.. most prob 11th..
venue prob aranda country club (pasir ris) or orchid country club (yishun)...
aranda is 250 per night, with 2 rooms.. most of u shud have seen it.. coz i organise all my chalets there... it has bbq pit outside n we gotta order our own food..
occ is more ulu but there's a shuttle bus from 2 mrts i think.. about 110 per night inclusive of 2 breakfast n bbq dinner for 4, can add on if required. in fact, the have pple to help u bbq.. the value added thing is tt they have paint ball if we wanna play... haha... but the room is onli half of aranda..
if u get to read this, let me noe where u prefer..