i'll miss you...

alone...
alone for the next 5 days...

all thanks to my mum..
argh.....

Random

last 24h as a NUS student but i am not happy at all...
yeah it's a relief from all the tiring and demanding exams..
but graduating in 2009 is equivalent to being retrenched for most of us...
still i hope.. i can find a job I love..
a challenging and fulfilling job...
sth i look forward to everyday...

went for gathering with the tk softballers yesterday though exams arent over yet...
a lil guilty i guess..
but i am glad to see all my team mates again...
softball memories are probably the most precious in my 22+ years of life..
i was a champion...
i was a leader...
i was a fighter...
i was a sister...
i was a daughter...

glad to see coach was well and recovering..
couldnt help to be a lil over sensitive...
i tot i saw tears in her eyes...
she's like my 2nd mother...
so afraid that she'll leave us one day...
i pray that she's remain healthy and bubbly as ever...

3 years of relationships hasnt been easy...
so many quarrels..
so many break ups..
still.. it comes down to trust and faith...
change is the onli constant in life..
it's how a couple tackle it together, compromise and adjust to necessary changes that makes a relationship work..
i never believed that anything can disrupt a relationship if it was strong in the first place..
how steady r we?
it doesnt seem to look good...
4 mths has passed n i have lost count of the times we've quarreled..
trying to hold on... trying to keep my faith in u n in me...
but who's there to support me, who's there to direct me at cross roads like this?
Who's there to hold me?

Planning for Holiday

4 years of school life in NUS has sorta made me a bumble bee who cant seem to settle down and slack for a long time..
the whole reading week was quite torturing..
with one module to study for, I find myself having quite a lot of time to slacken off..
in the beginning, i was enjoying my free time after all the late nights for project work..
but this did not last for a long time..
graduating from nus, i find myself jobless...
and i noe i need to find something to keep myself on the feet during the job search process..
so i've got some planning to do here...
things I want/need to do:

1. Clear up all my junks and unwanted school materials.. (put up for sale maybe?)
2. volunteer at SPCA
3. Job search of coz..
4. Holiday at Europe
5. prepare for HPLC 2009 participation
6. Tuition
7. Meet up with KBR buddies
8. Gathering with Luna

wad else?

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O my.... is this real?




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A step away from Uni Life

= A step away towards jobless life

The job market is really bad...
I am not a first class... N we are not given a chance in the big names..
I guess at bad times, some companies arent really bothered about your other "skills" i guess..
everyone's flopping to MOE... even the 2nd upper's
sigh..

The best thing that has happened to me so far is receiving the email from Germany and being called up for another 2 interviews... FINALLY!
Read something on the newspaper on sat..
it's about finding love in our career...
coincidentallly, kee huat asked me to take a step back and think about what I really want to do...
this article probes into this question...

Answers to related questions:
1. Interest: Dogs, food
2. Positive mindset: ya need more self-belief
3. Age: 23... still very young i guess?
4. Transferable skills: is the key in recent employment trends. no more iron rice bowl jobs, not even in govt organizations. need to think about where and how I can apply to my dream job. and what more and how i can further develop.
5. Playing to my strengths: hmm.. this is tricky....

I need opportunities and find skills for me to leap across the boundary.... then i will find an occupation which is both enjoyable and lucrative... need to find how i can follow my passion...

did i write rubbish again? oops