i was realli pissed yesterday... got into this deep shit when i did practically nothing.. SOOOO FRUSTRATING~! it's end of the month.. my pocket's realli tight... the worst state i've been in my 18+ years of life.. call me a drama queen for all i care... here's my deep shit story:
firstly, i used to have 100 bucks savings... tt wasnt long ago.. like about 2 weeks ago? den chris lost money... so being this soft hearted caring girlfriend, i foolishly agreed to lend him 50 bucks under some circumstances which i dun quite remember.. 50 bucks.. ya it doesnt sound like such a big deal.. y did i agree? becoz we both believed that my dear buddy Xinglong will transfer the 50 bucks to me like real soon.. he's my buddy. i trusted him. and chris needed the money. how could i say no? later, chris lost more money thru soccer betting (i hope the gov closes down sg pool and stop all illegal gambling, i seriously do hope so).. he was so broke. i couldnt bear to see him starve himself so i lend him like another 20 bucks for his meals... and i should have known... he wont spend it.. he rather gamble with it.. and wa la... all gone back to sg pool.. becoz he was so broke and we still wan to go out have fun and date and do all sort of nonsense, i started digging into my savings...
onli till yesterday afternoon, den i realise that i've spent way too much.. 40 bucks have to go for the camp. 36 for dental which i owe NDC for like months already... 100-40-36=24.. yes tt's wad i tot i had.. but i then remembered tt i've been too lazy to look for an atm to draw out cash so i used cheryl's pay. after calculating all tt, i realise i onli have 7 bucks for the rest of this month. it aint tt bad right? it's the last few days of the month. but tt 100 includes the 50 tt xinglong owe me!!!! so i panic and asked for it. he was irritated. i understand. who wouldnt when pple are pressing u for money. Money.. so sensitive... for some reason, he claimed tt i bombarded his hp with 5 sms at a time. for goodness sake, y do u pple like to owe others money for so long? when u get ur pay, pay ur debt first~! it's been wad? a week or issit 2 since he got his pay. for some reason, he just dun wan to pay me back~! and he claims tt he is broke. he doesnt have money to return me~! innocently, i got into this deep shit. and he called chris up to complain me bugging him~! HELLO~! I AM THE VICTIM HERE~! argh~!!!! and he told chris tt i am becoming more brainless becoz i "cant follow simple instructions". WTF~! yes sir! i am not recieving any commands from u bastard~! i am soo super angry~! wad the fuck do u treat me as? argh... i swear i wont get involve with such stuff anymore.. just dun bug me~!
sigh... during the last day of the camp, i dropped my fone and the LCD screen broke. so my parents sent it for repair and bought me a new one. yeah. it looks cool. but aint tt impressive after all. i wasnt very excited when i got the fone for some reason. and yesterday night, mum told me about our financial problem. she asked me if i wan another birthday present or take the fone as one. well, i guessed she need the cash. so i told her i'll pay for my new fone ans she can get me sth else.. it probably wont be tt expensive... so... i hope tt some how helped. and since coach just paid us recently, mum wont have to give me pocket money for this month, and i wont have to pay her any sum. the good thing is tt i "got" my pocket money much earlier. the bad thing is tt my 200 bucks salary from coaching my juniors r all gone... sigh...
but i am looking on the bright side of life. it's end of june~! so... coach will be paying us soon~! hehe...
chris just complained.. he bet 200 bucks with xinglong yesterday. he won, supposedly 180.. and xinglong ot his fren dun wanna pay up. they claim tt extra time is counted. like since when? even sg pool dun. sigh... i dunno wad to believe. but it seems like xinglong isnt as trustworthy as i tot.. since he looks down on me, i shall stay away from him. chris is right. i shouldnt bother about the way he sees me... i am who i am. i am confident as i am.. so who cares? i'm going to uni and lead a happy challenging life. u can do it, shirley! u're the best~! let the rest who r jealous of u, think wad they wan. they cant do wad u can do. so be happy and stay cheerful~! :)
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Friday, June 24, 2005
Phew~! back from softball camp..
hello... havent blog for quite some time... i've been busy with the TK softball camp since Monday.. yesterday was the day.. now i can finally have a good rest.. hee.. ya.. i woke up at almost 12 noon.. muahaha...
Monday was the first day of thier camp.. i think they came pretty early to "check in" to their "1/2 star hotel" as most of the sec1s call it.. why only 1/2 star? they are staying in the classroom block. 3rd storey. no aircon. and wad's worse? they had to carry the green and blue gymnastic mattresses all the way to their allocated classrooms. haha.. it was quite entertaining watching them. evil me~! it reminded me of my sec sch days.. lol.. but we were more lucky to have a more supportive principal then.. thanks to all, we could sleep in the studio where there's air con and located at the ground floor... it's like one big cool classroom where everyone can sleep together and interact better.
I lost my voice and started suffering from sore throat after the first day. Then i got fever for the next 2 days.. sigh... was so sick and busy sneezing tt i was reluctant to move around or scream at the notti sec1s like i did on the first day. thank god, jan, cheryl and calista came.. they did most of the coaching. while i tried to help. i tried.. realli.. i was so sick that i wished there was a bed there for me to rest on. o our superstar feli came for the first 2 days too.. like for a while.. she's still the feli i knew when i was in my lower sec. she's realli funny.. she laffs like no one's business especially when she gets excited playing rugby.. lol... it was fun...
Wednesday was probably the more memorable day of the 4 days camp. training in the morning was more relaxed as compared as the first 2 days. in the afternoon, the sec4s came to play friendly with the sec2s... i'm glad to see that they still have the skill in them even though they havent trained for some time. angie even made a home run.. how cool~! tt strong gal make gd hits with such little effort. i tried to hit too.. wasnt too gd coz i keep popping.. but i could contact clara's ball which was fastest among the pitchers present.. so i'm quite contented after losing touch for more than a year..
The highlight of the camp started realli late on Wed night... it was the traditional performance night.. the sec2s did a great job... totally hilarious.. i like cai miao's ah beng part.... she totally behaves like one~! sec2's singing was not bad too... dian's voice is great.. the sec3s were creative.. the best among the 3 i guess... coach did a lot of talking and debriefing... while coach zhang was busy playing with Duncan, coach's dearest pet dog.. i stayed overnite with the gals tt nite because it was too late and i'm plain lazy to come back early next morning. it was fun. learnt a new game call Asshole Daidee from the sec4s... played with them till bout 2 or 3am before i turn in with the j1s... had a hard time sleeping becoz the mattress was tough... not used to it i guess...
we woke up realli late the next day. by the time we were heading for breakfast, most of the juniors were getting ready for training.. lol.. lazy us... i didnt do much during the friendly with vj team. slacked ard... o... did i ,mention tt cheryl passed her driving test already? how cool~! i'm so envious of her.. mum wont let me learn... we took coach's car out to buy fruits for her.. haha.. i was kinda worried when cheryl first started but it was smoother than i tot.. better than daph's drive.. hehe... it seemed so easy.. like playing arcade.. lol.. i suck at it though...
finally, the pitchers were to pitch for the sec2s to bat... i took the chance to hit some balls.. hee.. made a few gd hits... so happy~! hehehe... but i'm going to NUS.. probably wont play there.. may be fac games.. haha...
hm... i realli hope the sec2s will do well in their upcoming nationals.. firts game starting on wed... jia you gals... believe in urself and be strong in ur mentality~!
Monday was the first day of thier camp.. i think they came pretty early to "check in" to their "1/2 star hotel" as most of the sec1s call it.. why only 1/2 star? they are staying in the classroom block. 3rd storey. no aircon. and wad's worse? they had to carry the green and blue gymnastic mattresses all the way to their allocated classrooms. haha.. it was quite entertaining watching them. evil me~! it reminded me of my sec sch days.. lol.. but we were more lucky to have a more supportive principal then.. thanks to all, we could sleep in the studio where there's air con and located at the ground floor... it's like one big cool classroom where everyone can sleep together and interact better.
I lost my voice and started suffering from sore throat after the first day. Then i got fever for the next 2 days.. sigh... was so sick and busy sneezing tt i was reluctant to move around or scream at the notti sec1s like i did on the first day. thank god, jan, cheryl and calista came.. they did most of the coaching. while i tried to help. i tried.. realli.. i was so sick that i wished there was a bed there for me to rest on. o our superstar feli came for the first 2 days too.. like for a while.. she's still the feli i knew when i was in my lower sec. she's realli funny.. she laffs like no one's business especially when she gets excited playing rugby.. lol... it was fun...
Wednesday was probably the more memorable day of the 4 days camp. training in the morning was more relaxed as compared as the first 2 days. in the afternoon, the sec4s came to play friendly with the sec2s... i'm glad to see that they still have the skill in them even though they havent trained for some time. angie even made a home run.. how cool~! tt strong gal make gd hits with such little effort. i tried to hit too.. wasnt too gd coz i keep popping.. but i could contact clara's ball which was fastest among the pitchers present.. so i'm quite contented after losing touch for more than a year..
The highlight of the camp started realli late on Wed night... it was the traditional performance night.. the sec2s did a great job... totally hilarious.. i like cai miao's ah beng part.... she totally behaves like one~! sec2's singing was not bad too... dian's voice is great.. the sec3s were creative.. the best among the 3 i guess... coach did a lot of talking and debriefing... while coach zhang was busy playing with Duncan, coach's dearest pet dog.. i stayed overnite with the gals tt nite because it was too late and i'm plain lazy to come back early next morning. it was fun. learnt a new game call Asshole Daidee from the sec4s... played with them till bout 2 or 3am before i turn in with the j1s... had a hard time sleeping becoz the mattress was tough... not used to it i guess...
we woke up realli late the next day. by the time we were heading for breakfast, most of the juniors were getting ready for training.. lol.. lazy us... i didnt do much during the friendly with vj team. slacked ard... o... did i ,mention tt cheryl passed her driving test already? how cool~! i'm so envious of her.. mum wont let me learn... we took coach's car out to buy fruits for her.. haha.. i was kinda worried when cheryl first started but it was smoother than i tot.. better than daph's drive.. hehe... it seemed so easy.. like playing arcade.. lol.. i suck at it though...
finally, the pitchers were to pitch for the sec2s to bat... i took the chance to hit some balls.. hee.. made a few gd hits... so happy~! hehehe... but i'm going to NUS.. probably wont play there.. may be fac games.. haha...
hm... i realli hope the sec2s will do well in their upcoming nationals.. firts game starting on wed... jia you gals... believe in urself and be strong in ur mentality~!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
You are a Faerie, mischievous and fun
loving. You are friendly, flighty and can
sometimes fickle and you love the company of
others. You probably have many friends and
delight them with your stories and jokes. You
do also have a rebellious side to you though,
and you like to upset the authorities. You just
can't help it - you just love to upset the
apple-cart!
Your good points are that you're
fun, intelligent and a joy to be around - your
bad points are you can be fickle, devious and
sometimes take your tricks too far! In
addition, you can also be unaware of other
people's feelings.
You love to be in the
limelight and believe in living live to the
full - After all, life is short and not meant
to be wasted!
Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad? (with pictures!)
what kinda gal am i?
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
My only love comes from my only hate
i woke up realli realli early today.. 7! tt's very early for a holiday bummer like me... i was hoping tt dear will wake up early so we can head to ecp to spend some lovey dovey fun time together before i go for coaching..
i had to becoz coach was asking y we were disappearing.... no choice. he's definitely more impt than softball at this point of my life. cheryl asked me just now during training, "do u have a passion for softball?" i replied, "yes of coz" as usual, but with my most assuring and confident tone tt i could reply with. y so? becoz i was unsure to be honest.. softball is no longer my life like my sec n jc school days. someone has taken over it. yes, tt's my dear. issit too early to commit so much into such a relationship, my mum has ever asked me. now i am asking myself too.. it's been ringing in my head... on and on again.. perhaps so.. after all, i realli realli love him a lot.. i noe how much i love softball. i definitely have a passion for softball. but it's no longer the most impt thing in my life. tt's y i was unsure...
anyway, i was kinda disappointed when he didnt wake up until i called him for god knows how many times... it was about 11 then.. definitely too late to go ecp. training's at 2pm.. no ecp, no kfc lunch with him. sad. sad. sad.
i was at the comp n he started asking me about soccer odds n so. i got irritated becoz i felt tt it was meaningless to me since i wasnt gonna place my bet, n he promised not to bet anymore. wad's the point of discussing and getting so interested about it when u;re not gonna bet? i just dun understand... it started from there i think.. n we just quarreled.. up to a certain point, where we were trying to say hurtful words to each other so tt we can make each other feel the pain we're feeling. we were angry at each other. he was irritated by my rattling about how incompatible we are, tt we arent wad each other is looking for n how wrongly we stared our relationship.. he raised his voiced. he was basically screaming. my heart cracked with every word coming from him. i cried terribly. i was so confused, so sad, so frustrated, so stress tt i couldnt handle it anymore. i tried to run away.. gave up finally and told him tt we should be frens instead. i would say thankfully, he had more faith in the relationship than i have. there was this silence before he started toning down n tried to console me with tt gentle comfoting voice of his. we talked and we finally decided tt betting will no longer be a part of our conversation from then on. it was onli then tt we mangaed to sort of patched things up.
he is actually right. i am self centered to a large extent. i am domineering. i am determined to get wad i wan yet stubborn. i wan everything to go my way becoz i feel tt they r always right. am i stepping into my mom's footsteps? perhaps so... i went a bit too far? perhaps i should just respect his views a little more. let him do his thing, have his way... i gave up convincing him to stop betting.. it;s too tiring and painful.. unfortunately, i dun have the patience to continue this after about half a year.. i am not a very gd gf... i am not the girly kinda gal... i;m not the ready to die for u no matter wad kinda gal. i wont allow him to hit me. i wont allow him to tell me to do things tt i dun wan to do. tt's me. quite a bitch perhaps. i hate MCP. but perhaps i am a FCP? lol... anyone reading my blog? comments pls?
i had to becoz coach was asking y we were disappearing.... no choice. he's definitely more impt than softball at this point of my life. cheryl asked me just now during training, "do u have a passion for softball?" i replied, "yes of coz" as usual, but with my most assuring and confident tone tt i could reply with. y so? becoz i was unsure to be honest.. softball is no longer my life like my sec n jc school days. someone has taken over it. yes, tt's my dear. issit too early to commit so much into such a relationship, my mum has ever asked me. now i am asking myself too.. it's been ringing in my head... on and on again.. perhaps so.. after all, i realli realli love him a lot.. i noe how much i love softball. i definitely have a passion for softball. but it's no longer the most impt thing in my life. tt's y i was unsure...
anyway, i was kinda disappointed when he didnt wake up until i called him for god knows how many times... it was about 11 then.. definitely too late to go ecp. training's at 2pm.. no ecp, no kfc lunch with him. sad. sad. sad.
i was at the comp n he started asking me about soccer odds n so. i got irritated becoz i felt tt it was meaningless to me since i wasnt gonna place my bet, n he promised not to bet anymore. wad's the point of discussing and getting so interested about it when u;re not gonna bet? i just dun understand... it started from there i think.. n we just quarreled.. up to a certain point, where we were trying to say hurtful words to each other so tt we can make each other feel the pain we're feeling. we were angry at each other. he was irritated by my rattling about how incompatible we are, tt we arent wad each other is looking for n how wrongly we stared our relationship.. he raised his voiced. he was basically screaming. my heart cracked with every word coming from him. i cried terribly. i was so confused, so sad, so frustrated, so stress tt i couldnt handle it anymore. i tried to run away.. gave up finally and told him tt we should be frens instead. i would say thankfully, he had more faith in the relationship than i have. there was this silence before he started toning down n tried to console me with tt gentle comfoting voice of his. we talked and we finally decided tt betting will no longer be a part of our conversation from then on. it was onli then tt we mangaed to sort of patched things up.
he is actually right. i am self centered to a large extent. i am domineering. i am determined to get wad i wan yet stubborn. i wan everything to go my way becoz i feel tt they r always right. am i stepping into my mom's footsteps? perhaps so... i went a bit too far? perhaps i should just respect his views a little more. let him do his thing, have his way... i gave up convincing him to stop betting.. it;s too tiring and painful.. unfortunately, i dun have the patience to continue this after about half a year.. i am not a very gd gf... i am not the girly kinda gal... i;m not the ready to die for u no matter wad kinda gal. i wont allow him to hit me. i wont allow him to tell me to do things tt i dun wan to do. tt's me. quite a bitch perhaps. i hate MCP. but perhaps i am a FCP? lol... anyone reading my blog? comments pls?
Monday, June 13, 2005
My hate towards VJC
i always wanted to say all these..
firstly, congrats to vjc soccer who got 2nd in nationals this year...
* evil grin *
since my gals are the CHAMPIONS, i believe we should have a bigger share of the field.. more priorities for the champion team perhaps?
dun mind me.. but i do feel mistreated and sorry for my team when i was representing the sch. i remebered tt i cried becoz i feel tt the sch is so baised against us just becoz we were 2nd. if every cca in vj got champs, i would shut up. but no.. then y the arrogance? y the biasness? i cried becoz i felt helpess when we wanted so much to train as hard as possible but we couldnt. i had the idea to talk the team into boycotting nationals. we're not asking for more funds. we paid extra for coach fees becoz we wanted to train as hard as we could to win the title. Definitely NOT for the school, NOT for TYH but for oursleves and my most respected coach who gave all her life for softball. we just needed cooperation, understanding n more support from the school. but unfortunately, we didnt.
we never had a sense of belonging for the school as a vjc softball team member. i never felt tt home ground was an advantage since it was such a STRANGER, soccer's territory. Pathetic. a pity.
the softball team made my days in jc, besides my class. NOT becoz it's VJC. definitely NOT. i have sportsmanship and i shall not go on further condeming these pple. but isnt it time for u pple who look down on my team and my juniors, u pple who said, "finally" when my juniors won the title, give us a break? just BUG OFF and let us do our thing. softball aint tt simple. ya it's a fact tt there arent many schools in a div. but it isnt as easy as it seems. ask ur boys to play with rj boys. see wad trashing u would get. try the vj softball boys 2005. they're the best batch tt i know of so far. they will make u see how tough it is to score a single run. pls appreciate our efforts. our opponets may be new but they r not lousy. just inexperienced. they can be as gd or even better if given a chance to pick it up earlier.
anyway, my juniors got it.. so PISS OFF if u r still gonna treat my dear juniors tt way. we're not arrogant. but if u dun appreciate it, if u think tt we can be easily replaced by any other gal in the school, think again! u dun need us then. we shall see if they get wad they deserved.
i will boycott nationals if i could turn back time. seriously~!
NOTE: i copied this from my frenster profile
firstly, congrats to vjc soccer who got 2nd in nationals this year...
* evil grin *
since my gals are the CHAMPIONS, i believe we should have a bigger share of the field.. more priorities for the champion team perhaps?
dun mind me.. but i do feel mistreated and sorry for my team when i was representing the sch. i remebered tt i cried becoz i feel tt the sch is so baised against us just becoz we were 2nd. if every cca in vj got champs, i would shut up. but no.. then y the arrogance? y the biasness? i cried becoz i felt helpess when we wanted so much to train as hard as possible but we couldnt. i had the idea to talk the team into boycotting nationals. we're not asking for more funds. we paid extra for coach fees becoz we wanted to train as hard as we could to win the title. Definitely NOT for the school, NOT for TYH but for oursleves and my most respected coach who gave all her life for softball. we just needed cooperation, understanding n more support from the school. but unfortunately, we didnt.
we never had a sense of belonging for the school as a vjc softball team member. i never felt tt home ground was an advantage since it was such a STRANGER, soccer's territory. Pathetic. a pity.
the softball team made my days in jc, besides my class. NOT becoz it's VJC. definitely NOT. i have sportsmanship and i shall not go on further condeming these pple. but isnt it time for u pple who look down on my team and my juniors, u pple who said, "finally" when my juniors won the title, give us a break? just BUG OFF and let us do our thing. softball aint tt simple. ya it's a fact tt there arent many schools in a div. but it isnt as easy as it seems. ask ur boys to play with rj boys. see wad trashing u would get. try the vj softball boys 2005. they're the best batch tt i know of so far. they will make u see how tough it is to score a single run. pls appreciate our efforts. our opponets may be new but they r not lousy. just inexperienced. they can be as gd or even better if given a chance to pick it up earlier.
anyway, my juniors got it.. so PISS OFF if u r still gonna treat my dear juniors tt way. we're not arrogant. but if u dun appreciate it, if u think tt we can be easily replaced by any other gal in the school, think again! u dun need us then. we shall see if they get wad they deserved.
i will boycott nationals if i could turn back time. seriously~!
NOTE: i copied this from my frenster profile
Sunday, June 12, 2005
i'm a very PMS-y bitch lately.. pls dun mess with me.
CAUTION~!!!!
i'm so easily irriated these days... period's coming soon i guess... i hate to deal with every single detail in my life or worse, in other's life.. i just cant tolerate all tt.. becoz tiredness + stress = ANGER cum IRRITATION... so... just dun mess with me right now... i get very moody n emotional.. the graph fluctuates terribly...
dear's been very understanding though... i love u dear.. n i thank u for tt.. he's the onli one who can take all my NO-NO... my nonsense... i dun have to hide my feelings.. but i try to keep it sometimes.. after all, he's my dear.. i love him too much to make him my "chu1 ji4 tong3".. but sometimes i get too out of control... so... erm.. i admit i am guilty of tt.. so sorry dear.. muack..
hm... he's right.. we're too close... seems like we're progressing a bit too fast without the 2 of us realising it... not physically thank you.. we're getting a bit too dependent of each other.. too clingy... i am sure i am much more commited.. i feel sorry when i cant be there for him when he's alone.. sometimes i even get angry n upset when his family has to go malaysia in the weekends when he book out.. n his pop holiday.. his family has gone to malaysia again... right after the day he pop... wth... so... ok i am no one to comment on tt.. but.. isnt it a bit too #@$%$#^&^%& ? sigh... cant blame him for being so dependent on me for company i guess...
ok sudden loss of words... think it means THE END for this entry.. so bye...
i'm so easily irriated these days... period's coming soon i guess... i hate to deal with every single detail in my life or worse, in other's life.. i just cant tolerate all tt.. becoz tiredness + stress = ANGER cum IRRITATION... so... just dun mess with me right now... i get very moody n emotional.. the graph fluctuates terribly...
dear's been very understanding though... i love u dear.. n i thank u for tt.. he's the onli one who can take all my NO-NO... my nonsense... i dun have to hide my feelings.. but i try to keep it sometimes.. after all, he's my dear.. i love him too much to make him my "chu1 ji4 tong3".. but sometimes i get too out of control... so... erm.. i admit i am guilty of tt.. so sorry dear.. muack..
hm... he's right.. we're too close... seems like we're progressing a bit too fast without the 2 of us realising it... not physically thank you.. we're getting a bit too dependent of each other.. too clingy... i am sure i am much more commited.. i feel sorry when i cant be there for him when he's alone.. sometimes i even get angry n upset when his family has to go malaysia in the weekends when he book out.. n his pop holiday.. his family has gone to malaysia again... right after the day he pop... wth... so... ok i am no one to comment on tt.. but.. isnt it a bit too #@$%$#^&^%& ? sigh... cant blame him for being so dependent on me for company i guess...
ok sudden loss of words... think it means THE END for this entry.. so bye...
Friday, June 10, 2005
BrOkE BrOkE BrOkE~!
yes broke... sigh... guess wad.. it's true that women need a lot of time to doll up... i dunno y... i didnt do much.. i didnt out on make up.. but i just took like ages toget ut of the house.. agreed to meet dear at 1215 in city hall.
i remebered looking at the clock then.. it was 1136? had my lunch.. which took about 15 min.. den granny physcoed me to agree to doing the laundry.. it is a simple task after all.. she poured the clothes into the washing machine and i just have to give my fingers a few moves of aerobic workout and *tada DONE~! yup yupee.. den i jumped into my deadly purple spag n white skirt and was ready to go. when i last checked the time, it was 1203 already... my fone then beeped.. dear's msg.."i'm onli at paya lebar. how to reach in time?" so i tot ok.. i can take my time... but i forgot about the problem of lagging thru hp trasmissions...
at about 1209, dear msg again.. he has reached. i was like "OMG... i'm so dead.." i was still on my way to the mrt station. serangoon not city hall.. damn.. lol... so i panic and decided to hopped into a cab.. dear called numerous times and i refused to tell him where i was.. he would kill me if he knew tt i was about 300m away from my house.. lol... thankfully i didnt make him wait too long. the cab was fast.. reached at bout 1220? cant remeber.. but yea... it was so damn expensive.. cost me 7.80 damn...
since we would miss suntec's movie by the time we make our way thru the LONG LONG city link to suntec, we decided to head for marina. as i've checked, we were in time for the 1255 Cursed.. great... and it was damn cool.. great 2h... our 16 bucks was well-spent.. we had the entire theatre all to ourseleves.. so cool... no one else watched the show.. hee... and we had centre couple seats... good for cuddling.. keke.... *^_^*
o i spent 8 bucks for popcorn combo.. damn.. it's freaking ex.. how much does the corn cost man? n tt coke from some syrup tt u add water to.. n... the so called free-gift, mr n mrs smith notebook... lame... it's just a way to blind silly consumers like, make us feel tt our 8 bucks is spent more worthy than a 7.30 popcorn combo tt doenst have tt note book.. argh... i'm pretty broke.. but it's worh it for every cent i spent when i am with dear.. he pays for almost everything.. he doesnt like me paying.. so i try to chip in when i can.. hee.. but i still feel kinda ridculous for tt 8 bucks popcorn combo...
after lunch, we headed to vj to collect my cert.. the office was under renovation... terrible.. all the dust in the air... wonder how they can tolerate it.. the cert was kinda ugly.. pink n grey... wad kinda colour combi is tt man? eek~! time flies when u;re having a gd time... it's 4 plus then... so we took 76 home.. coincidentally dear was invited to his ns fren's house for a party and tt guy actually stays 4 stops away from me.. lol.. i so want to tag along especially when it's so damn near... hee.. but then again, it's not so nice.. coz in the first place, tt the party was meant to be a get together for the platoon and dear's not from the same platoon... he doesnt even not tt guy's frens well.. so it would be worse for me.. yup yup... so here i am blogging here... time's up... chao~!
i remebered looking at the clock then.. it was 1136? had my lunch.. which took about 15 min.. den granny physcoed me to agree to doing the laundry.. it is a simple task after all.. she poured the clothes into the washing machine and i just have to give my fingers a few moves of aerobic workout and *tada DONE~! yup yupee.. den i jumped into my deadly purple spag n white skirt and was ready to go. when i last checked the time, it was 1203 already... my fone then beeped.. dear's msg.."i'm onli at paya lebar. how to reach in time?" so i tot ok.. i can take my time... but i forgot about the problem of lagging thru hp trasmissions...
at about 1209, dear msg again.. he has reached. i was like "OMG... i'm so dead.." i was still on my way to the mrt station. serangoon not city hall.. damn.. lol... so i panic and decided to hopped into a cab.. dear called numerous times and i refused to tell him where i was.. he would kill me if he knew tt i was about 300m away from my house.. lol... thankfully i didnt make him wait too long. the cab was fast.. reached at bout 1220? cant remeber.. but yea... it was so damn expensive.. cost me 7.80 damn...
since we would miss suntec's movie by the time we make our way thru the LONG LONG city link to suntec, we decided to head for marina. as i've checked, we were in time for the 1255 Cursed.. great... and it was damn cool.. great 2h... our 16 bucks was well-spent.. we had the entire theatre all to ourseleves.. so cool... no one else watched the show.. hee... and we had centre couple seats... good for cuddling.. keke.... *^_^*
o i spent 8 bucks for popcorn combo.. damn.. it's freaking ex.. how much does the corn cost man? n tt coke from some syrup tt u add water to.. n... the so called free-gift, mr n mrs smith notebook... lame... it's just a way to blind silly consumers like, make us feel tt our 8 bucks is spent more worthy than a 7.30 popcorn combo tt doenst have tt note book.. argh... i'm pretty broke.. but it's worh it for every cent i spent when i am with dear.. he pays for almost everything.. he doesnt like me paying.. so i try to chip in when i can.. hee.. but i still feel kinda ridculous for tt 8 bucks popcorn combo...
after lunch, we headed to vj to collect my cert.. the office was under renovation... terrible.. all the dust in the air... wonder how they can tolerate it.. the cert was kinda ugly.. pink n grey... wad kinda colour combi is tt man? eek~! time flies when u;re having a gd time... it's 4 plus then... so we took 76 home.. coincidentally dear was invited to his ns fren's house for a party and tt guy actually stays 4 stops away from me.. lol.. i so want to tag along especially when it's so damn near... hee.. but then again, it's not so nice.. coz in the first place, tt the party was meant to be a get together for the platoon and dear's not from the same platoon... he doesnt even not tt guy's frens well.. so it would be worse for me.. yup yup... so here i am blogging here... time's up... chao~!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Gambling sux
yeah it sux man... i didnt buy japan win, didnt buy pick the score.. didnt buy singapore win... fuck shit... bulls eye man~! i didnt even check football stats. my instincts told me when i looked at the odds.. merely just took a glance... shit... japan won some team.. cant remember which.. 0-1... shit~! i got the score right too~! even if i bet with the min amt of 5 bucks, i would have won back wad i lost last time when i tried to help dear win back some. sianz... n the whole world seemed to be buying malaysia then. some how or rather my instincts told me to buy singapore.. i remember sg was the black horse since its odds was higher... sigh.... not fated i guess... i just told myself, if i had the chance to walk past sg pool, i'll buy 5 or 10 bucks... damn~! too bad i didnt.. sigh... i would have if i didnt force dear to quite betting.. role model u see... i shouldnt bet when i asked him not to. i'm not addicted. i'm not into betting at all. i dun care how high or low the odds are. i just like it when i guess the score right or got the right winner. yea... so it's not so bad tt i didnt bet afterall.. just tot tt if i could win back tt 25 bucks tt i lost becoz stupid tampines n geylang had to keylong when they havent for the past few sleague matches tt i guessed. i knew i was right. they KEYLONG~! o nvm... haha... it doesn matter anymore anyway...
n i lost my ring today... the pretty n special one tt dear bought for me... my dear ring.. i lost it at home.. u noe y i cant find it? i'm very sure tt my mum kept it when she found the ring on the table. i left it there when i had to squeeze some lemons to prepare lemon tea... argh.. she just wan me to get kan chiong right? just wana see my reaction.. guess wad... i knew it. n i didnt react the way u were hoping me to. ;P anyway, when i came back, i found it on the table... hiding among all the stuff.. all the containers... on the table.. i clearly remembered tt i left it at the corner of the table.. someone must have placed it there. if it's not my mum, it's definitely my cheeky dad... eeek~!
hm.. mum says OCC having promotion for their resorts... 108 for members... include breakfast for 2 and bbq for a family? my god... tt's cool.. so cheap.. i wanna get it for deare if i can... hee....
n i lost my ring today... the pretty n special one tt dear bought for me... my dear ring.. i lost it at home.. u noe y i cant find it? i'm very sure tt my mum kept it when she found the ring on the table. i left it there when i had to squeeze some lemons to prepare lemon tea... argh.. she just wan me to get kan chiong right? just wana see my reaction.. guess wad... i knew it. n i didnt react the way u were hoping me to. ;P anyway, when i came back, i found it on the table... hiding among all the stuff.. all the containers... on the table.. i clearly remembered tt i left it at the corner of the table.. someone must have placed it there. if it's not my mum, it's definitely my cheeky dad... eeek~!
hm.. mum says OCC having promotion for their resorts... 108 for members... include breakfast for 2 and bbq for a family? my god... tt's cool.. so cheap.. i wanna get it for deare if i can... hee....
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