To Be A supErwoMAN

hey wad's up with blogger... this is weird.... i couldnt make any new posts at home with my brother's lap top.... after complaining so much to blogger, it seems t be working now.. but i'm in sch comp lab... issit sth wrong with blogger itself or issit just my brother's lap top? weird!
anyway, days without my blog realli sux... so much happened... so much tots.. and i couldnt write all of them down.... ARGH....

anyway, a lot happened... cleared up the mess with dao.. and i'm glad that we're talking in the canteen just now... he looks sad... wonder if i'm over sensitive... but i'm sure he's down.. his eyes... they look teary.... and chunchen... seems like she didnt do well... not tt i did very well, but i guess mine was still ok.... hm.. felt like i should try to do sth to help them... especially since they're my close frens... wonder how i can do tt... becoz in the first place, i'm not very good in chem yet... havent got an A before... i'm not confident enuf to like tutor them.. but i realli wanna help... so wad should i do?

hm.... and tt idiot... o sigh.... i duno... hopefully we'll meet soon.. and clear up all tt mess... he said, "there's no problem".. ya to me... but he dunno how upset i was....have this evil tot.. may be i should let him have a taste of his own medicine huh.... then he'll understand... so frustrating... i'm like how soft hearted! hearing his voice over the phone soften my heart.. wanted to scream into the fone and give him a gd scolding... but... sigh.... almost wanted to end everything... but i couldnt do it...

first day of sch wasnt so bad so far.... met familar faces.. patched up some stuff... and chem is quite ok till now... hopefully my other 2 papers will be better than wad i have gotten back... chua said maths was terrible... sigh... i hope i did ok... i dun wan to be in the "terrible" group... well, maths has always been my stronger subject... so... hm.... if can onli get one A for this prelims, maths should be the onli one....

dad and mom are thinking of going to seattle in late nov to visit aunty.... dad asked me if i wanna go.. think i should go? i wanna travel... but the idea of having them out of town and leaving me home alone seems cool! (evil laughters) ;p u noe wad i'm thinking dun u? if u have read my blog in june, u would understand wad i mean... those two days were proabably oen of the most fun days of my year so far. chiong like siao! muahaha... but if tt's gonna happen in nov, it'll eb after As. i'll be even more carefree by then... will probably try clubbing.. see if i like it... or just chilling out with frens late and nite.. looking forward to feel the nite breeze brushing past my face... if i can spend it with my special someone, tt'll be realli cool!