what is frenster horoscope saying?

From friendster:

The Bottom Line
You know what you want -- so put your energy into getting it. Be enthusiastic.

In Detail
When it comes to relationships, what you're offering is like gold. What you insist upon is someone who can provide you with nothing that even remotely resembling 'the usual' -- in any department. This doesn't necessarily mean that you'll try to entice someone, who's currently attached, away from their current situation, but if you did -- well, let's hope it would be only because you were sure that you and they would have a long-term relationship that would be better for both of you. Right?

I dun understand seah.. my england too poor.. just got back my critique.. sigh.. didnt do well again.. a lil better than summary.. but it still sucks... sigh... when can i do as well as chong hua and all the smarties? sob.. :( feel unhappy.. n havent tok to anyone about it.. perhaps i should approach ms pang soon.. ask for help to improve my ctw... cant afford to do badly.. it will affect my cap..

ah exams is in wad.. 6 weeks time.. it's freaking everyone out... i shud be studying already.. but i just cant find the time.. 3 projects on hand.. nth much has been done for ctw since chonghua and melissa r both so busy.. i cant accomplish much, for the fact tt my england sucks.. shall look for more info n let them do the writing... argh... how can they expect us to finish mugging eveything in a week's time? o man... this sucks...

i've decided not to run for any project vd.. y? becoz i am pretty certain tt i will be involved in fwc.. n i realli wanna do sth for my juniors.. n hm.. sem 2 will be very xiong for me... so i am not confident of being able to commit so much time for pru events.. sob.. wad a pity... shall take on small roles in all events if possible.. hee... :P after all, i joined pru to enrich my uni life.. not to earn any cca points.. n besides, i had my fair share of 6 years of leadership... not keen to climb up to some impt pos like pres of pru anyway.. :P

sigh... sometimes i wonder if i have made the right choice.. do i think too much? shud i just do wad i want.. risk it all.. n not consider so much about whether i have the time for all tt i wanna do.. cant help it... i've learnt to prioritise in some sense.. my studies is ultimately the most impt thing now.. so.. i will not let it suffer under any circumstances.. well most circumstances.. :P think tt is sth someone needs to understand right now..

i mean ya.. of coz u have ur dreams, ur goals, things u want to accomplish in life.. but.. there r always limitations to wad u can do... life isnt perfect... u cant control time.. so... choose wisely how u wanna spend ur 24h everyday...

if i could, if i had the time, i wanna learn cooking now.. i wanna attenda make up courses now, i wanna learn jap.. i wanna vice head any projects i can get my hands onto.. i wanna play major role in fwc.. i wanna do well for all my exams n be in the dean's list for all sems.. i wanna hang out with my frens every week.. go watch movie.. play pool wadsoever... i wanna spend quality time with my mr right, feel loved n pampered n all.. i wanna make more frens.. i wanna lighten my parents' load by helping out with all the house chores.. i wanna help coach my juniors... n so much more..

there r so many things i wanna do.. but do i have the time? so unfortunately, i realised tt i am not some octopus... cant handle all at a time.. decided to pick out a few.. n leave the rest for the future.. when i have more time to accomplish them.. y hurry? i am onli 19.. always believed in completing wad's most impt first... well dun apply to all cases.. but... realli... there's a limit to wad one can do..

wad makes a gd leader? self motivation i feel is very impt.. it realli aint easy leading a grp, especially when they r all passive slackers waiting to be arrowed.. some pple prob dun like the idea of arrowing pple, like chong hua.. but after all, isnt tt part of the duty of a chairperson or leader? oversee everything, distribute duties n settle all the admin stuff.. leaders work. but wad differentiates them from the "workers" are their ability to distribute the work load... a successsful grp consist of a gd leader and gd followers... one cannot accomplish as much as an effective grp can...

ahh i dunno wad i am blabbering about already.. haha.. tt's all for my crap... i am lost for words again... time to sleep.. nitey~! o.. think paulene knows already...