shirley the pirate~!

wahaha... dl ing songs is so easy... hmmm.. hopefully i'll be able to sing in kbox like my frens soon.. wahaha... dl so many nice songs... i love fish leong~! hee..

hm... damn sianz.. cant get down to work.. but i guess i'm not the onli one facing this problem.. so.. hm... trying real hard to mug... well, i started swimming frequently.. rather spent the time to burn some fats than nua and grow fatter.. wahaha.. one stone kill 2 birds...

caught up with jason lately.. sigh.. feels weird.. after all tt has happened between us.. hmm... he just told me tt he broke up with his gf.. y? y are all the couples ard me breaking up? anyway.. i dunno if i shud be happy or sad... he told me tt he still love me... after wad.. 5 years.. since sec3.. the time when we're together... he said he has been treating his last 2 ex as sub for me... he said he loved them as if he's loving me... sigh... he say he cant forget me.. n till this day, no one can take my place... he dunno if he shud wait for me.. but he knows tt things will never be the same again.. after how we ended our r/s.. wad he said to me then.. wad his mom said.. y r guys so 犯贱? i'm deeply touched when he told me y n how he decided to leave me then... well, tt''s if wad he said is true.. i''m touched.. but i'm still doubtful of wad he said... after all tt has happened, after the on n off cryings to sleep for about a year, how can i still trust him? y? y tell me all these now? if u noe nth''s gonna work.. y let me know?

so much to say.. so much to filter... waiting for the day to come... when i can blog about all i wan...