down the drain it goes...

"the end..."
tt's the phrase to describe our frenship...
sigh.. wad a pity..
i did believe we would go on 4ever.. but it didnt..
i tried to believe tt we could still be gd frens.. but we couldnt..

was i wrong?
think it's quite debatable..
wrong to express my personal opinions in my blog?
no right to interpret, no right to think?

ya the fact is tt i was wrong about him..
he wasnt looking at us.
he never looked away.
he couldnt be bothered to look at us.

it;s my own wishful thinking..
i am full of myself? may be i am?
were we never guilty of tt?

*shakes head
sigh.. i dunno y this is happening..
it;s sad.. it;s just realli realli sad..

someone who used to be so close to me,
is like a stranger now...
or may be he even sees me as a foe..

so many things i wished tt i have never done...
if onli i could change back time..
everything and everyone will be better off...