I love softball!!!!!!!

hi bloggie.... i was too busy to come n visit u yesterday... haha... haven't played softball for sooo long... it feels gd man... hm... i'm glad to see coach shouting and screaming at my juniors again... haha.. why? becoz it shows that she has recovered pretty well... hm... n i had a little chat with coach Jo... I certainly agree with her that softball is a very difficult game to master. I've played softball for like 6 years and my throwing and batting stroke is still not perfect.. And it will be a waste is i give up softball like that... The game has influenced most of my life as a teenager... ever since i went to TKGS. I used to be this shy, soft spoken, low self-esteem girl. Even suspected that i used to have some kind of depression... Softball made me more vocal, more outgoing, definitely louder and gave me opportunities to pick about leadership qualities and skills... As a catcher, I've had lots of chances leading my team mates, giving signals and commands on the field... haha like wad my coach once said, "the general on the field"...
And coach Jo... hm.. she's like a second mother to me... She's definitely much more than a coach... her dedication and love for softball and us has inspired me so much... even though she's very sick and going thru all tt hell... she fought back hard and continued to coach us. I'm realli very honoured and proud of her.... Hm.. if i can, i think i'll continue softball after my A'levels... may be play in SIA which i still feel inferior in the team sometimes... coz there are so many pro players... pple who will be in the national team soon... but.. hm... not intimidated.... i believe i will improve much faster, if i play with them....
i think i have studied too much.. must learnt to relax... i was so stressed a few days ago that i couldnt get anything into my brain.. playing softball makes me feel gd... i'm always so confident and enthusiastic on the field... even if i were to play with China players or the national team... i'll feel nervous but there's always this joy inside, this satisfaction inside when i make a gd play or a gd hit... tt's wad keeps me going... o ya.. tt reminds me of my throw to 2 yesterday.. wow.. i couldnt believe my eyes.... haha.. i hardly make such nice throws.... muahaha... dun mind me... i'm not trying to brag... just too happy.... it was like rite at 2nd base and it reached much faster before the runner reached the base... may be i shouldnt warm up next time... haha.. just kidding....
yeah.. going to coach my juniors later...so happy.... hehe... o ya.... n e-fei called me dear!!!!!! -.-" well.. he said "poor dear" la.. but still a "dear" rite??!!!!! hehehe.... i was jumping here n there with joy when i saw tt sms... muahaha.... muackz!
O but i'm going to wear braces soon..... so sad.... probabaly cant kiss anyone for like 3 years?! not tt i would kiss anyone... but still.. o.. so sad...keke...