To Be A supErwoMAN

alright... time to blog.... got back all my papers... well, it's pretty sad... didnt reach my target... onli got BBC... and guess wad.... my weakest subject, chem is my best this time. WTH! think i just screwed up the other two.... i noe i could have done a whole lot better... anyway... i think tan was rite... dun think i can handle 4 subjects well... it's like scarificing a bit more time for chem = deproving for maths and physics. i was proud of myself for getting gd results for chem. believe me, i tot i screwed that up too... well, i did here and there.. but it's still a lot better than wad i have expected... better chiong maths and physics too.. especially maths man... how the hell can it be my worst subject?! i screwed up the entire paper.. REALLI... if u're me, u'll understand y.. when u see my paper, u'll faint like how how i felt when i saw those silly careless mistakes i've made... hopefully, A's will be like wad everyone have been saying.. easy enough for u to have time to check thru them... in this way, hopefully i'll onli lose marks becoz i dunno the answers, not becoz of some stupid careless mistakes! it realli sux... especially when u already knew that u have reached a particular standard.. may be not the highest, may be not ur best... but this time round, i've definitely done a lot worse than i could have... TIME TO MUG!!! but screw it... still not in the mood man... i still wanna have fun.. slacked thru today.. it's bad... i need to do something...

hm... next.... settled things between the two of us finally... haiz... just minutes before he called to meet, i tot it was all over.... now i understand.... found out sth new about him... never ever tok to him about anything serious when he's half alseep... he realli ahve no idea wad he said just now... hehe... and he's probabaly very touched to recieve tt book.. muahaha... he said he was speechless... hehe.... i'm glad everything is alright now... just hopes that he can open himself up more... communicate more.... so i can understand him better.... so that things will go smoother from now on....

hm... went out just now... i think i'm beginning to become some kind of a "uncle killer" haha.. realli... those uncles.... they keep looking at me... i dun understand why.... i tot my hair was in a mess.. or may be there's sth wrong with my clothes.. but NO.... everything seems normal when i look into the mirror... weird.... but i dun like the feeling... after all, they are UNCLES... probabaly giving me dirty looks.... yucks!!! walked past a coffee shop just now... u got no idea how much unwanted attention i got! they were looking at me from the time i walk past them till i reached the park opp. even keith noticed it.... den when we went to the coffee shop later for some drinks, those uncles were staring at me again.... WTH! not as if i was wearing anything revealing... not even a spag.. just a hang ten tee and a denim skirt? and it's not short ok! like knee length onli.. if they were my age, i probably wont feel that uncomfortable... better still, if they were good looking.. bleah :P

taht reminds me... i'm happy to be growing up... seems like pple are giving more good comments about me... especially on looks... i used to feel like some ugly duckling... if u noe me since pri sch u would no... those "exploded" curly frizzy hair... dull eyes circled with nerdy spectacles.... totally uncool, quiet and shy type.... almost felt like an outcast.... ya... cant imagine huh? i've changed so much... now to a party animal.... someone who will voice my opinions on almost everything... so straightforward that i'm trying to hold back a little so that i wont be disliked for saying nasty stuff... i've never been son confident about myself... i'm not some pretty gal with an angels's face and a guy-to-die-for body... but i'm certain that i've found somthing unique in me.. my own identity... something that people can see, can feel and like me for... and that makes me unique...

cant wait to club... cant wait to get rid of those fats so i can get a hot bikini and show off in sentosa... muahaha! cant wait to go for my softball chalet in sentosa! cant wait to meet my pri sch frens again... cant wait to get a job... experience and learn new stuff.... cant wait to go overseas.... have fun and have a change of environment... and most of all, cant wait to escape from exams... i like school... except for the examinations...