To Be A supErwoMAN

o crap... got dc just now.. typed so much rubbish and it's all gone now... argh.. may be it's telling me tt i shouldnt be posting all tt up... ya.. cursed too much... any way.. pals... yes... my blog is very personal... i'm more like talking to myself when i write my blog... so pls dun be offended by wad i post k... they are probably tots that just cross my mind.. sometimes when i'm so overwhelmed.. i'll just write wadever tt comes to my mind.. i may not mean wad i have said... anyway.. wanna thank all my frens who goe to noe all that have happened, be it from this blog or thru pple... thanks for consoling me.. i'm glad that i have gd frens like u.... :)

ya.. so how bad can my life be huh? when i have frens like tt.... ya well, as expected... i'm still not back to myself yet... still get sad and all. but i'm trying hard to keep myself busy... revise my work... go out with frens... just never idle alone.. becoz i'll start to think of him.. tears will start to roll.... i'll soon flood the place.... sigh...

guess wad.. i went to watch Sky Captain after yesterday's chem paper... it's one of the worst movies i have ever watched... it's realli stupid... typical superhero movie... gosh... better not catch it pals! anyway, the surprising event was that i got 4 missed calls from him... wo.. realli... i never expected it... so i returned his call and guess wad... he started asking me about my whereabouts... who i was with and bla bla... i'm like WTF... we're not related anymore! why didnt u show more concern and love when we were together? now tt u have lost me, u're regreting? it's too late my pal... i'm so god damn pissed and hurt when ur words cut into my heart tt nite... " there's no point in commiting.." bla bla... shouldnt u let me noe about this earlier so that i wont have to go thru tt shit?! argh.. or r u too free? nth better to do so u call me for fun la? rite? as usual, when u're bored u'll ask for my company... when u're busy, u'll just throw me to a corner rite?! wad a bastard... i'm not gonna give u another chance to treat me like dirt... no no no way....

argh.. enuff of complaining.. sorry i cursed too much.... i just think tt i'm treated so unfairly... wad is this man...