Happy~! Shalala ~!

Happy~! Shalala ~! It's so nice to be happy~! shalala~!

(WARNING: Content below may be to mushy for certain readers. Please avoid or stop reading if you get goosebumps while u read on. lolx. :P)

yeah! last nite my dear dear booked out.. he tried to give me a surprise but failed unfortunately. he told me he was gonna book out on fri.. but actually he booked out on thu nite. he wanted to fetch me from work as a surprise for me but didnt have enuff time to rush down before i leave the shop.. we sort of argued becoz i couldnt meet him as he asked for. i missed him badly n realli wanted to see him immediately.. but granny cooked dinner for me and my mom wanted me to go home straight after work.. so i did... as a guai family gal..

den we arranged to meet late at nite.. when my mom was sound asleep on her bed.. dad probabaly sleeping or wathcing tv, i sneaked out to meet him.. he came at about 11pm... the min i saw him, i ran straight n jumped on him.. hee.. yeah.. feels gd to be in his arms again.. feel so safe and protected...we didnt do much.. just went for a long walk.. walk around my hourse area... as we walked,we chatted a lot.. he was filling me with all his interesting experiences in camp. i'm glad tt he's coping it well. the surprising thing was tt he actually like life in there. he's like so inactive, totally opp of me.. but he said tt except for the PTs, it's actually fun and a very gd experience. later at about 2am, he sent me home.. poor him had to take cab home since there was no more buses to take... cab fare is ex man!

this afternoon, after dim sum lunch with my family, i met him at cine.. we watched Son of the Mask.. hm... as Stanley has commented, it's not very nice.. funny.. but just not great.. we havent watched a movie together for so long.. den we went shopping.. no i was the one shopping.. and he bought me a pretty cute shirt... hee... nice.. thanks dear... guys who can tahan shopping with their gfs are rare these days. hee :P after tt, as i've planned, we went to Glass House to have dinner. it was nice... managed to get a nice dark romantic spot after about 15min of waiting.. we ordered Kola Tonic. added 2 bucks for refills.. gosh i drank until i was about to throw up.. all tt gas in my stomach made me feel sick! it's quite addictive actually... dear paid for dinner too.. i feel bad.. becoz i was the one who wanted to treat him dinner..

we had trouble going home. i didnt want to take mrt home becoz it's onli a 15min ride. i wanted to spent more time with him.. so ya... silly me tot there's still 147 outside PS... there wasnt.. so we had to walk down the road to find the bus stop... we walked for like almost an hour before dear found it... i guess i should listen to him sometimes.. be a bit more submissive? he's right about the roads tt we should take. we sort of quarreled again becoz of all tt walking. n ya... he's the one giving in again.. i tried u noe.. tried to "hong" (wad's the word?) him... but somehow he just didnt get it or didnt realised it... anyway, we managed to make up.. i learnt a lesson again... sth i can try to do to make our relationship a smoother one... learnt tt u dun always have to be the giving commands in order to lead...

it wasnt as bad as i expected... these past few weeks have strengthened our bonding. we both know it's tough for each other so we both try to give in and avoid any unhappy disagreements tt may arise. i noticed tt we now put one another first before oursleves. it's a gd sign. it's love. dear constantly said tt he loved me a lot today. i could feel all his missings for me.. all his stares and gazings into my eyes... i could feel his sadness knowing tt we will ahve to part on sunday n he'll be gone for another week... i could see how touched he was when he recieved the card i made for him and the "love dairy" tt i kept when he was not around me.

i feel so lucky to be in love with this guy. he trests me like his princess. thanks my dear... *muackz