To Be A supErwoMAN

Looking at my blog skin again, i suddenly feel that the blog realli suits me. i like the feeling of being able to control my life. i like the feeling of knowing wad i wan in life, have goals, have goals to work towards, work realli hard n achieve them. now i believe i can. after my As especially. time flies. i remembered that i have to go thru quite a lot of trouble to get my butt into vjc. tan seemed to give me the impression tt he looks down on me becoz of my prelim grades. in my first few mths in vjc, i also felt the same way towards ms rajan. i was reported to be not interested n not attentive in class. i remebered getting very angry with her for tt becoz i knew i was innocent. well, my testimonial now shows who i realli am now. i'm happy and surprised wad a good testimonial she has written for me. thanks ya? then, i felt tt pple looked down on me. fortunately, instead of losing my confidence, i swore to myself that i will get my 3As by the end of the 2 years. even since then, i worked hard all the way. it's wasnt a smooth path. had trainings almost 5 to 6 days per week during game season. cant believe tt i could still handle my studies then when i look back. o yeah i did it. great. now i believe tt i can achieve nayhting as long as i work for it. hee..

o dear called me today.. hee.. so happy... he can call me every nite befoer he sleep now.. yeah~! i feel closer to him now den yesterday... it isnt so bad after all... a short 1 min of his voice would make my tears fall like the fountains.. simple words like "i miss ur voice so much" makes me tera, so touched. wad he said was true. if we can get over these 2 years, we'll probably end up as a married couple in future. i already get the hint tt it's not going to be easy. we'll see... i do hope tt tt will happen... *muackz

ok my blog is like in a mess.. i just type wadever i'm saying to myself... it's so disconnected.. haha... chao~! tml got to work!