sigh... it's our monthly anniversary today... gov brought us aprt.. stupid NS!! well, i onli hate it today.. and proabably every 23rd for the next 2 years. it's so sad tt we cant celebrate this special day together.. we cant even be physically together... sob sob... loneliness in the shop was killing me this evening... the last 2 hours took so long to pass... i couldnt hold on.. i cried.. i cried again... sorry dear.. but i realli miss u a lot.. been keeping myself busy... been trying to pretend tt i can take it... but i realised i couldnt.. it aint tt easy at all.. i broke down.. broke down this evening n cried my heart out... thank god no customer came in... if not so malu... i feel lonely.. plus the missing part... man... felt like going thru some kinda depression... tears just flowed non stop... didnt rememeber how i stopped myself...
anyway, dear called me just now.. thank god... made me feel so much better now.. he's gonna book out on fri... yippee~! cant wait!!! cant wait to see my dear!!! wanna give him thousands of kisses!! *muackz muackz*
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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