Sunday, June 12, 2005

i'm a very PMS-y bitch lately.. pls dun mess with me.

CAUTION~!!!!

i'm so easily irriated these days... period's coming soon i guess... i hate to deal with every single detail in my life or worse, in other's life.. i just cant tolerate all tt.. becoz tiredness + stress = ANGER cum IRRITATION... so... just dun mess with me right now... i get very moody n emotional.. the graph fluctuates terribly...

dear's been very understanding though... i love u dear.. n i thank u for tt.. he's the onli one who can take all my NO-NO... my nonsense... i dun have to hide my feelings.. but i try to keep it sometimes.. after all, he's my dear.. i love him too much to make him my "chu1 ji4 tong3".. but sometimes i get too out of control... so... erm.. i admit i am guilty of tt.. so sorry dear.. muack..

hm... he's right.. we're too close... seems like we're progressing a bit too fast without the 2 of us realising it... not physically thank you.. we're getting a bit too dependent of each other.. too clingy... i am sure i am much more commited.. i feel sorry when i cant be there for him when he's alone.. sometimes i even get angry n upset when his family has to go malaysia in the weekends when he book out.. n his pop holiday.. his family has gone to malaysia again... right after the day he pop... wth... so... ok i am no one to comment on tt.. but.. isnt it a bit too #@$%$#^&^%& ? sigh... cant blame him for being so dependent on me for company i guess...

ok sudden loss of words... think it means THE END for this entry.. so bye...

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