the carefree shirley has relived~!!

see.. friendster never knows me so well... it never disappoints me..

Today's Forecast
Roll up your sleeves and concentrate on clearing away the clutter. There's nothing so satisfying as getting all those deadlines and paperwork out of the way, so tackle them before those stacks in your in tray topple over.

ya.. as u can see... i got lots to do.. had 5 tutorials to complete.. just finished maths so far.. 1 down, 4 more to go... ahh!! i'm going crazy.. i'm to blame.. slacked too much last week.. didnt touch any work for 3 days!!! wahaha

no more big problems for me.. i'm free! i'm finally free from all these tiring n frustrating problems~! ahh.. i can finally be me n live life the way i wan.. it's about me here... it's about shirley... u, u, u and u who wans to make my life difficult.. shoo~! i'll kick ur ass if u dare come near me..

mum's asking.. even granny is.. how shud i tell them? they will noe.. soon enuff.. when i return the hp.. o gosh.. i gotta settle with the stupid ericsson until my bro get his new one.. n poor me gotta settle with his old fone.. sob sob.. who ask tt jack ass to steal my fone~! ah.. tt's an old story anyway..

sigh.. will be meeting him tml.. i asked him not to tag along but he insist.. he said tt he may never get to see me rebond my hair again.. wad crap.. sigh.. feel so pressurized with him ard.. cant be myself.. tt's y i say we're not meant to be.. i dun feel comfortable ard him.. but it's gd i guess.. i can return the fone to him.. n let him see the new me.. the happy me without him.. hm.. or may be not exactly happy.. hm.. carefree? but he's still hopeful... wad must i do to convince him tt we're over? ah o well.. i'm supposed to try not to hate him as before.. shirley try be nice tml..

need some time to recover... it wouldnt be fair to whoever who's gonna come into my life again if i cnt recover in time.. i'm scared u noe.. tt it will turn out to be the same.. this is the 2nd time my heart died.. w/o any 3rd party... not at all.. i think i changed... may be tt's y... n i didnt have the chance to noe them well enuff before i stepped in.. i shud hold back a bit next time.. a step at a time... before i give my all...

okie... going back to do my tutorials.. sigh...