my physics sux...

o man... sigh... just found out my phy mid term results.. 8/15.. just pass.. how bad is tt? there were many 7s though.. n quite a lot of 10+s... sigh sigh.. so wad m i? above avg? below avg? or just avg onli? i dun wanna be avg.. this sucks.. need help in physics~!!!

hm... havent been doing much these 2 days .. ever since maths test... shag seah.. just wanna rest.. slack.. wadever... but i just got my phy marks n it sucks! needa spend more time in phy le.. havent been doing much for phy.. n all the work r piling up.. i feel so free.. n yet worried becoz i noe sth is wrong.. sth bad is coming.. i will soon be working like a bee... AGAIN~!! argh..

one sem realli fly past real fast... sigh... so looking forward to holidays.. i must play as much as i can.. haha.. havent take exams.. already thinking about holidays.. bad bad...

need some motivation to keep me going.. burning out.. or rather burnt out already... n i onli got 8 for phy.. sigh...

the cons of being "single n available"... where is the love? actually it's there.. so wad else do i need actually? cant seem to get my momentum.. sports? needa exercise more...

did i mention tt i hate travelling to n fro? y is nus so freaking far.. tml will be a long day.. wont have energy to do anything by the time i get home.. sigh... I WANNA STAY IN HALL.. may be residence will be better... sigh...

long distance relationships seldom last... if i get into one, will i survive it, i wonder? i m independent n yet dependent.. i wanna be strong.. i m strong.. n yet i m weak... very weak at times... sigh...

mom once ask me when i was with chris.. will chris affect ur decision if u have a chance to go overseas to study one day? my answer was a firm no... but then again, now when i think of it, if i do have someone, i might be affected.. i wouldnt bear to leave him alone for mths or years.. i'll miss him a lot.. but o well.. i am wad.. 19? so young.. shud go for it if i can.. it applies for him too i guess... cant bear to.. but cant help it.. no choice.. becoz it's the right thing to do..

ha y m i toking about this? o well...